hey ppl! belated merry CHRISTmas! =DD haha i woke up late todae!! o"o choir starts @ 9 and i woke up at 9.30! hah den had to take taxi $8 den pay choir fine $2 $10 flew away juz liddat. ='( my money.. aahh.. but lucki ms chye gd mood todae.. i was like damn worried la. lucki lucki.. aft choir mi n taupok walk out den met pris fu on e wae. den we walk PP way 2gether. dis famili suddenli appeared. it was drizzlin n every1 of em carried an umbrella. den e mother came n ask us if we wanted to share umbrella wif em. i was like 'erm no need.. thanks..' den... she: how old are u all ah? me:14 she: 14? meet my son! he's name is alex! me: huh? o haha.. hello her son: *waves* hi.. she: wad cca r u all ah me: choir me: whispers 2 pris n taupok "oi! u all ans leh! i so paiseh leh!" she: choir ah! my son can oso join choir! he plays piano, viola, blabla... (i forgot e rest..) her son: ma! stop it leh.. v embarrassing leh! she: embarrass wad.. hah alex v shy wan.. need me to help him make frens me: err.. haha.. she: u want to noe alex's email? exchange email.. me: whispers*pris! taupok! wok faster! she: u christian ah? me: ya.. she: wad denomination me: dunno.. she: u go to church muz b a good gur hor me: err.. ok! *laughs out loud* she: u sure u dowan to share umbrella? me: dunneed dunneed she: u can share wif alex. his umbrella v big n he v skinny. can accomodate 3 of u. me: its ok.. dunneed.. haha she: o k lo. den wok faster ltr e rain heavier me taupok n pris: *runs* she: i like e sticker on ur bag!(points to e badge on my bag) me:shit... *slows down to let her admire...* she: may.. ur.. life..be..wad? long?.. n useful.. just like.. TOILET PAPER!!?? me: recovering frm *sudden deaf syndrome* she: haha! so funny! so kewt ah ur badge.. me:ha.. ha... h..ha. traffic light in view me and taupok: *wok fast fast!* pris:byebye me n taupok: byebye! den e famili went towards e mrt bhind pris while taupok n mi peacefulli wok towards PP mac fer lunch. the end. nitey nitey!

yayy bak frm nz! it was funfunfun!! hmm miss tt place.. n my pinky buddies! yayy i love my pinky buddies! my sis(jodie pinky), rachel(rachel reddy), kevin(kevin macaroni) n mi (jeannie greenny) hmm let mi c.. i saw sheep, i fed them.. i saw madonna e black pig. deers.. george e fat silly ole cat nice ppl.. rode on a jetboat a four wheel drive thingy milford was a disappointment oni saw seals n waterfalls.. n e fins of e dolphins i think e fun-est part was pinky buddies gathering. hah.. we went to each other's hotel rm brought all e food in e world eat eat eat.. play play play did e PINKY DANCE.. oni my sis la. rachel n my sis did e fruitburst dance too.. den we watched horse racing. n we went mad till midnite plus o yeah i saw lotsa mountains too. e rivers dere ah.. wah.. damn clean. actualli all e wtr bodies. so clear. even e swamp u can see thru e water. n sum rivers e water blue color wan! kewl~ ahh i lurve e place. it was summer.. but it was freezin cold.. den my mum kip scoldin mi fer wearin e same sweater hhah. but its my fav wan so ya.. hah hmm gtg.. tataz!

hihi i cut my hair! dunno whether its good or bad.. juz noe its short. tok bout yesterdae la yesterdae mornin go piano den bring tt fat sleepin bag n went church late as usual. i duno who to blame leh.. everytime last minute either my sis or dad will wanna da bian. den everyone 4get dis 4get tt.. den eat so slow. haiyo.. den i din stay fer sf. went to duno wads dis place called had lunch in dis look like hi class coffeeshop place. my father's rice so nice leh. wah. think liao oso wanna drool. aft tt my mum went to c clothes den i walkin outside den my sis go n take dis namecard frm duno wad place. i tell u she so irritatin wan lo wholedae take namecard take nv mind. but she take n dowan to kip herself summore den she tried to put in my pocket she pull pull pull my pocket i run run run zzzzzzzeeeeeeeehhhhhhhk my pocket tore. o"o so paiseh la tt stupid gur pull my pocket 4 wad hmmph. aft tt we went to dis christian shop its a foodbookgiftcd shop n its so kewl n nice. lurve tt place. den go cut hair/ i ask e auntie to cut n layer my hair den expect it to b so short leh. but neh mind la. othho i look .. weird. wait for my hair to grow lo my dad finalli dyed his hair. hah. todae went to e childcare centre fer cip took e 3 yr olds' class. actualli teacher fiona quite nice leh ok.. not quite. is nice. yeah. i tot she was fierce n scary. i think cuz she looks so strict. aniwae. aft tt we went to join e k2s dese 3 bossy k2 gurs hor wa i wanna box dem leh dey dun like mi nv mind dey dun lemme play playdoh leh! so selfish.. den u noe y dey dun like mi? cuz my hair is short. n e stupidest thing is 2 of dem hav shorter hair than mi. n tt stupid janice gur ah. tot i blind or wad isit. go n make sum duno wad action in front of mi when i looked up tt stupid coward ran away. aiya hu cares la. s long s i can plae wid jiaqi n maxi n russell n kelvin dotdotdot can liao. dey so kewt! i cant stand it! haha so sweet lo. when e parents cum dey all so happi wan leh. so kewt n innocent sumtimes i wish we wud still b like dem. dey dun bear grudges wan lo. like.. quarrel.tell teacher.apologies.yay! play play! so kewt. oops.. duty calls. tataz!

yoyoyo. haha..
im in toa payoh library now.
if aniwan of u free hor,
pls go down to toa payoh library 2nd level
sign up for an account wif e com thingy
den u can hav 1/2 hr free net surfing
ok tt was for my fren la.. she doin cip dere
den need to find 100 ppl..

so lets tok bout .. err.. yesterdae..
wad did i do ah. o yea.
mornin go choir.
aft tt got comm meeting den ms chye said e hawaii trip
goin to have a 10hrs transit in tokyo, narita airport.
den mebbe we gonna hav a city tour. shiok man! woohoo!
yea bla.. aft tt we were supposed to choose if we want a city tour
or spend 10hrs in e airport doin dunno wad.
actualli quite difficult to choose leh. cuz dere v cold..
den e stuff oso v ex. den like those not enuff money muz pay so much.

hmm.. aft tt went to buy books. so heavy ah.
but my dad came to fetch mi so it wasn tt bad la. heehee
aft tt i go home n eat lunch den slp.
den my tuition tcher call mi cuz i was supposed to go tuition.
heheh.. but i so sleepy lo/
blablabla.. tuition end..

went to childcare centre for cip.
i didn get to take e toddler's class la.
den i took n2 wan. dey still v kewt budden not as kewt as e toddlers.
stayed till 7 plus liddat den went home.
den hor.. e bus got sum silkair stuff wan leh..
den e seat got headrest thingy dere..
but i dis kind of person dun use wan.
cuz i lean sideways wan. i prefer e window.
altho its v smooth n i'm owas sliding.
ha yeah wadeva la..

dis mornin. woke up at 9:25
den eat n bla. 10 plus left house n came library.
den e 1st person i saw was xianglin! yay. we bof so happy.
cuz she found sumone to sign up for wadeva.
n i found sumone who wud lemme use 1/2 hr free surfing.
ha not rili la. cuz i din noe whr to go ma.

so now im waitin fer jas n teresa to cum.
i think dey go n c e little children rehearsal until forget to cum liao la.
so long wan..
later goin to do cip. yay.
i wanna take maxi's class.
he so kewt! hah.
den jiaqi oso. blur blur wan.
yesterdae i saw her goin home den she tied 1
small thingy on top of her head. so funny.. k i shall find other stuff to do le.
byebye!

arlo ppl! hehe.. so long nv update liao hor. kk so i'm updating. hmm.. todae went to skool wif tt heavy ice mountain bottle. so heavy la. in e end didn drink at all.. neh mind. train my arm power. actualli my arm no power. so its.. give my arm more power. ah wadeva. hah. ltc today.. we revised e belaying technique. actualli belaying is v fun. juz tt e climber's life is in ur hands. tts scaree.. hah. argh gtg.. duno wadta write. ha. byebye!

arlo squattie.. i v sad todae.. so sad to leave 2/S. so sad with my results. so sad with my position. so sad i deproved. so sad so sad. haiz. but b4 i was sad, we were havin a great time playin all e rubbish n stuff. we had to clean classroom first. den we played games.. update nxt time. wan slp liao.

yoyoyoyo! guess wad? i dreamt of edison chen last night! o i cant believe it. so kewt! i hugged him! o wells.. haha.. its juz a dream. bleh/ todae.. went to xiuqi's hse watched infernal affairs. i tell u.. i din understand a single thing lo. den end already i still gong gong wan. but got edison! den watch twins effect 1 cuz got edison.. he so kewt lehs.. cant stand it man.. hah. aft tt we watched white chicks. so funny.. but i watched b4 den watch anth time so no suspense n stuff. but was still nice lah. den came home.. juz finished watchin e champions. toro LOOKS kewt. hah. he n fiona 2gether so kewt lo. haha okie.. im signin off.. tataz! =D

heyheyheyy..long long long time no c yerps.. hah.. bleh.. i cant larff.. im shoo sadd.. k la.. not rili.. its juz in e mornin n when i cum home.. wad else can it b other than e results.. haiz.. dun even noe y i study so hard when all i get is sum lousy pieces of da bian.. in case u wanna noe,, i shall share my woes wif ya'll sigh.. neh mind. i decided not to.. its not sumthing fer mi 2 b proud of either.. argh.. wanna bang e wall liao la. im not going to cry.. canot cry canot cry canot cry. hiya.. i rili dun understand y my marks so lan lor!!! i studied hard, i din fall aslp, i did my best.. den y so lan! bleh. tmr LTC. scaryscaryy.. my butt's gonna swell frm all e 'sit down fast fast' thingy/.. n i'm gonna hav problem memorising names. i scared i forget to call e ppl wad chief ah leader ah n all e names,. wonder wad will happen 2 mi man.. ahh.. lets leave dis to tmr. hmm.. choir.. we had a new song.. swedish., quite fun learnin e pronunciation. den mi n huiyi n evan n prisfu were speakin in sum zzzzzz language luff until i cudn tok.. o yeah.. if u haven watched white chicks, i think u shud go.. its farneh!!! so kewt. its [[triple T, K A]]---->time to totally kick ass BF--> bitch fit wahaha.. tts not e kewt part la.. but i liked it.. e first part was kewt.. dey sing song sing like sum ole cheekopeh. aha den take off e mask, woah.. kewl.. hmm.. guess i shall stop here. i'm freakin pissed. im gonna write a letter. heh.. lame. i scared my mum noe my marks will faint leh,, its rili like.. atrocious. eew. boo.. wadeva. hav fun peepz. tata! goo-nye!

yoyoyoyo! haha.. todae sho funn ah! hehe.. aiya.. lemme start frm e beginnin. earli in e mornin. took 156 . supposed to meet her at tt bus.. den b4 she even boarded i saw mr toh in fronta mi.. blablabla. got down at macRitchie reservoir. ran 3.2. got 76th o"o. o yea.. congrats to esther.. she got 1st.. n e others hu r happi wib deir positions la.. cheer up to dose hu were.. sad? ah! disappointed. yepyep.. skip e boring part.. went j8. dey took 2 neoprints. mi n xq sit at e mushiking machine n tok. den hear e mushiking story.. i think tt machine is.. stoopeed.. hah.. =X aniwae.. dose ppl took a long time.. finalli dey came out. went to eat. xq treat mi taco patchi *yumyum*! n i bot a yakitori chicken stik. *yumyumyum*! den all of us went home to get our swimsuit den came mi house to swim. i went wif xiuqi to her house. den her turtle so kewt wan. u point ur finger whr den e eyes will follow.. kewt! den in e bus i so sleepy. i omos fell out lo. den i lean on xiuqi shoulder she sae my head kip droppin. ahah.. too tired liao.. den when reach my house we went to SWIM! so fun.. we play wib e boat n tried to sink it. den did a lot of things wif it la. den we oso did handstand.. water ballet! hha,, so kewt k.. den we did our class dance in e water oso. so farneh la.. when we do e split leap we cannot move wan.. den like 'hhhrrrgghhh!' 'hhhhhhhhhhhrgh!' so hilarious.. i was practicalli larffin my head off.. o yea.. i haven sae hu.. *ahem* mi,teresa,xiuqi,beishan,jaslyn,xianglin,fiona. yeahh.. den we tried to jump n c e other side of e 'wall thingy' den i cudn lo.. my arm no strength.. ='[ even jas oso can go up lo. hiyo.. den fiona each us butterfly.. i can do leh! 1 time pop into e water den cannot liao. ha.. den we bathed. had dinner.. den went home while i went ballet.. aiyo now so tired.. think i go liao.. niteh niteh! *muackiiee*

The Lord's voice : A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I will buy the milk." It didn't seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off toward home. As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, "Turn Down that street." This is crazy he thought and drove on past the intersection. Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street. At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh. Half jokingly, he said out loud, "Okay, God, I will". He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop. He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in semi commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed. Again, he sensed something, "Go and give the milk to the people in the house across the street." The young man looked at the house. It was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the car seat. "Lord, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid." Again, he felt like he should go and give the milk. Finally, he opened the door, "Okay God, if this is you, I will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that will count for something but if they don't answer right away, I am out of here." He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, "Who is it? What do you want?" Then the door opened before the young man could get away. The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep. "What is it?" The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, "Here, I brought this to you." The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway. Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was crying. The man had tears streaming down his face. The man began speaking and half crying, "We were just praying. We had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking God to show me how to get some milk." His wife in the kitchen yelled out, "I ask him to send an Angel with some. Are you an Angel?" The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face. He knew that God still answers prayers. today is 23rd August 2004. aka jeannie's bad luck dae. pls wish her good luck the rez of her days.=S

eatin now... lalala e blogger hor.. like got sum problem leh.. make e font e tiniest still so huge n my blog's rotting agn..haizz.. yesterdae.. jess came wif mi n mi famili.. went to fort canning n c deir national dae carnival.. it was.. mm.. pathetic.. yeah.. i think tt place damn pathetic la.. e carnival so lil ppl.. den e food hor.. chicken rice so lil $5 leh.. crazee lo.. den we went to e park nearby got ppl hold their wedding ceremony dere.. oso v v lil ppl.. not a suitable place.. *shakes head* aft tt go liang court.. wok wok.. go home.. swim swim.. go compass pt.. den.. jess **** den go home.. eat eat.. watch tv.. jj lim so kewl lo! haha.. he so kewt.. but.... but.... but.. EDISON CHEN still e kewtest..!~ aft tt.. watch singapore idol.. so farniee la.. i luff until wanna die liao.. e lemon tree so kewt.. den e rocky so poor thing! he cried until hor.. wah.. i oso wanna cry lo.. n e stripper.. hmm.. freaky. hah.. aft tt we went to e playgrd.. go into e tennis court.. play play.. go home.. play guitar.. play as in play.. u noe.. e music tt come out not v nice la.. haha wad else..slp.. hah.. mi n jess were fighting for e inside space.. den like.. ssssqqqqqquuuuuuueeeeeeeezzzee.. snatch e blanket.. den i dun dare go off e lite.. i scared if i go n off she will quikli snatch my place.. but in e end i off e lite n she din snatch my place.. den we talked.. sing song.. talk.. sleep.. wake up.. change.. brush teeth.. eat.. den figure out sum guitar chords.. but haven figure finish yet.. aft tt jess went home.. so now.. im all by myself. all by myself! dun wanna live.. alll by myself! anymore.. lalal.. i like tt song.. can imagine like u v sad den listen to tt song.. cry even worse.. haha.. but its a nice sad song la. i think i end here.. hee.. okie. tata! o..oo.. not yet.. haven tok bout fridae. skool celebrate national dae.. den my white bottom was so damn long la.. actualli it was white.. so white tt it looked like it was glowing.. den.. step step step until so grey grey blakblak.. hah.. den we were sho high tt day.. aft tt went XL house. mi, xl n teresa.. watched twins effect. edison was so kewt *drools*! e twins oso.. dey so kewt n farnehh. den we watch n eat maggi mee.. e show rili damn nice la.. i like.. but like so fast finish liao.. hmpf. aft tt we watch e cyndi wang mtv.. so dumb la.. we tried to learn e dance.. we were like a buch of morons hopping n spinning ard in front of e tv.. hha.. den listen to jay chou's new songs.. e qi li xiang quite nice.. den xl kip saying. wah! e words so nice ah! hah.i cant even hear wad he was saying... aft tt went ballet.. oki.. finished..

argh.. i'm like.. so dead.. dead dead dead.. study like siao for my geog n chi tests n now i dunneed to think oso noe i will fail bof like siao. i nv do sooo many questions la.. n i cudn finish.. haiz// so sad// to make things worse, i forgot to bring home my sci stuff.. so i cant study for tmr's test.. but lucki i got taupok cherissa. *kisses* haha.. she help mi type e stuff den send to mi.. i tell u i so touched k!! taupok i lurve u! u rawk mah sawks! >_< wad else.. last nite i rili study like sum siao idiot k.. until 1 plus.. all e effort all *boing* *bounces into e drain* =(( so sad.. hmmpf.. oo.. cant b sad.. todae ish... rachel chapatti teo aka my tamil darling's bdae! yayy! *claps* but todae dey like so unlucki.. durin muzik she accidentalli kicked e guitar.. aft tt was yurica, hu tripped over e guitar.. n dere was a hole at e side of e guitar.. e condition rili so zao gao i tell u.. rilli bad.. shows tt ppl duno howta take care of deir stuff.. AAHH.. i so sad.. i wan go watch e AC superstar thingy! but my ma sae canot.. hai.. den needa go ballet.. D= n prissyfool ish goin bangkok so she cant go ballet wimme.. =C o yea.. went compass pt 2 find white bottom.. den saw e op skirt tt my sis has in my size.. nice! den went giordano. deir shirts all quite nice. hee.. noe whr ta buy my tops liao. (c= aft tt saw baggy baggy pants in e kids section of metro =X.. hahx// but dey were rili loose..so yea.. meebe i shall pull my ma dere soon. den we go 77th street e guy dyed his hair to green liao.. i think work dere so kewl lo.. can take e clothes dere n wear.. haha.. so nice! but dey hav to help e dummy change clothes.. den juz now we go dere, e guy was.. dismantling e dummy, which was bhind mi.. so when mi n evan turned ard.. we saw a botak gur wif a pinkshirt w/out e bottom half of e body.. cuz e bottom half was still on displae.. wif a denim skirt.. n e arms were lying sumwhr near.. plus e wigg.. it was a wonderfoo(like real) sight. hah. i was totalleh disgusted can! den e guy was like 'fake wan! dunneed scared! summore dis wan e figure so nice leh!' siao la.. i think he work wif e dummy too long until his brain cock up liao.. hmm.. i think i shall end here.. n stardee e wonderfoo stuff sent by taupok. hahx.. buhbyee^

choral ex: haiz. choral excellence over liao.. can u blieve it.. i haven miss skool enuff yet.. but like cant catch up liao.. bleh// anywae.. had a lot of fun on e actual performance dae.. yeah. n e food was great. =D haiz// o yea.. received a lot of roses! haha.. so touched// but everyone got la..heehee.. yesterdae: supposed to go cut hair wif xianglin wan.. den my mum sae she wan bring mi to hwa chong jc funfair.. cuz last time she study dere.. den she work so long.. her fren go home liao. so she dun feel like goin.. i oso dont feel like goin.. so we juz stopped outside e skool n drove away.. bleh.. den waste time.. cud hav gone to cut hair wif xianglin lo.. hmpf/ neh mind.. i got to cut my hair.. but din cut much la/. not much diff. but dis time is cheaper. 10dollars. not QB/ i dun dare go dere. hah. todae: i so angry today.. brot my chocolate gummies.. was full.. den sum greedy ppl go n eat.. i SO ANGRY la./ argh.. wan to box ppl// so greedy.. pui! eat one time pour so much./ i not sum rich kid k.. tt sweet so ex.. 3 plus u noe.. den u eat until so shuang.. actualli i dunoo hu eat wan la.. but i think is either jian wen or hanwei.. i think bof of dem.. stupid pigs. hmpf. neh mind.. i learnt my lesson.. hah;.. dun put ur chocolate in public. listenin to dis song called 'eternity' its v nice// i can think of a dance to go wif it.. dis song so dancy// haha.. lalala~ kk.. i still got so many things haven do.. better go do.. toodleloo! >.<

bak frm my bath.. hah.. hmm.. todae in skool we had our first home ec lesson of e yr! guess wad we cooked.. gadogado.. din noe wad was tt la.. sum weird tasting thingy which tastes even weirder when e person cooking it is me. it was as good as placing all e ingredients uncooked wif sum fried taukua n peanut sauce.. cuz all e things were so raw n hard.. den had our sci prac test.. shall not xie lou e qns.. SSHHHH yeah.. den// wad do we hav? choral excellence! took taxi. den we forgot to take receipt.. haiz.. aniwae.. e channel8 was filming e swimming show at ccab!!! we met our dear seniors.. hah// simun..jiemin..yimei.. jasmine.. n their fwen. angel! haha.. her name so special hor.. so nice.. den simun, jiemin, fiona, mi n angel sit together.. we had dis master class workshop wif an overseas conductor.. mr dunno wad' i forgot his name.. but he is sum da ren wu la.. e first chamber conductor.. was e best duno wad conductor of e yr in 2001 i think.. hah.. frm switzerland.. den we sang tt switzerland song.. i think e conductor is amazing.. i din learn e song wan leh.. =X den he teach like so qing song den i know how to sing liao.. hah.. yayy.. den i like his warmup. e snow skiing wan.. he ask us to do e skiing action den sae 'shh' each time we bend down. rili sound like we skiing leh! so nice.. haha.. e song was nice too.. =D *beams* yeah.. den we had break. but no food provided.. c la.. i tot got food den in e end i so hungry.. haiz.. o yea.. aft tt rite.. we were erm.. how to sae ah.. ah.. ya.. i noe. we were admiring yingmin n her new found long lost twin brother. dey rili look like each other i tell u;.. 90percent? if bof wear specs.. wah.. rili k.. den yingmin so paiseh.. haha.. like wan to avoid him den kip staring at him.. tsk tsk tsk.. haha aft tt go home.. i stand on e mrt n slp.. den finalli reach sengkang! yayy.. den i went to buy currypuff frm old chang kee b4 goin home.. so nice n hot.. yea.. burnt my tongue.. o ya.. aiyoyo.. i tell u ah.. i got an ulcer k! on my gum.. it is strategically located rite in e middle on my gum at e end of e joint of my tongue.. dun understand rite.. haha.. neh mind.. u can owas ask mi to show u.. i will b more than happy to show u. hah.. beware of my breath tho. *blushes* i goin to put salt ltr.. so pain.. den all my saliva will flood my mouth.. den e salt will b gone n i will hav to put agn.. haiz.. k la.. i end here.. lalala,, buai buai! huggiez..

argh.. wrote lotsa stuff n it got erased.. blehx..

HaPpIe RaCiaL HaRmOnY eVeRyBoDy! (o^.^o)

hee.. todae mornin rainin heavily.. so cold ah..

den everyone.. omoz everyone wore traditional costumes.. hah.. kewt..

but i looked like a kind malay woman!?! *pouts like wad teresa owas does*

'hmmph! den u look like a kind chinese woman!'

 tts wad teresa wud answer.. i think.. haha.. onli 1 pattern wan.. mm..

ppl in 2S hu wore traditional costume:
^priscilla fu(floral baby blu punjabi costume)it was nice n sweet.. yeah..
^lynn(greyish silverish malay costume) quite nice n shiny.. hee..
^teresa(green top n 4got wad color pants). dey din blend tho. but e green suits her.
^jeannie(maroon malay costume). well wad can i sae.. i looked like a malay frm e front n an indian frm e bak// tts wad  dey said..
^jolene(an indian costume which din look like 1) it gave off e indian scent, n e shawl was stiff n hard. but it was interestin.
^sze ling
^xiuqi(brite orange) hha.. looked a bit ama-ish.. but she looked slim.. she is lar.. it shows off her figure.. >.'
^cherlia
^jaslyn(orange punjabi 3/4 length top n pants) i think it rili suits her.. makes her legs look long. v sweet.
^rachel teo(black punjabi showing off e belly!) she looked reali sexyy..pweety n all. yeah.. but she was complainin "e sleeves r so tight i can hardli move n i cant even scratch my armpit!"
^yuanxin (sleeveless duno wad costume.. i think punjabi oso..) she looked so kewt n tiny! haha.. she looked so puny k.. but it was nice..
^xianglin (pink duno wad costume) she wore it juz to take foto wif us.. hha.. rili sweet.
^joy (at first e pink one tt xL wore. but changed to a blue one..) bof looked nice on her.. bof suit her skin color.. n she looked so sweet n kewt.
^fiona(apple green duno wad costume) it had a tiny top n long flowing skirt.. vv long she can do a split in it.. hah.. n it looked like our choir gown. but fiona looked so kewt in it too..!
i forgot hu else.. hha.. solie if u were not mentioned. i rili think i missed out sum ppl.. oyeah.. sally.. sining oso rite? i not sure leh.. e rez.. im rili rili rili soli.. =D.
now i need go eat liao.. haha.. mi grandpa callin.. tata!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. oOo.. im still figuring out all these stuff             kEwL MaN!                                        juz look at tt.. hahh   okie dok.. shall not play liao. hmm.. juz now stayed bak aft skool ta do tt toopid art project..   i duno how to use flash.. neither does soochie woochie.. we were all like sum dumb suakoos.. oni jas ah.. like foreva so pro wan.. she damn gong k..   she went to ask ms ho ' teacher, how did i do dis ah?' hah.. wad a dumb question rite.. *.*   aniwae.. aft tt we went for lunch.. actualli is halfway thru e project la..     den e 2N sell deir noodles 10cent n drink 30cents. i tot i hear wrongly k.. den i tole clara i wan e noodles n she said 'u wudn want it'   haha.. so honest hor she.. but i bot it aniwae.. it was nice la.. wif all e chilli sauce n ketchup/ yeah/   aft tt we went bAK do a lil of e proj den ms ho came to close e room.. so we went mac.. eat ice cream..   mi, tissueteresa, soochiwoochixiiuqi n xianglin.. duno wad nickname to giv her.. hah..   den we tok abt shuai ges.. haha.. dose frm e korean dramas.. so farnie..   we tok so much rubbish while walkin out until .. we kip larfing.. haha   started wif.. 'my grandma owns dis street.' to..'racial harmony costume' to.. 'korean dramas' yar.. den went in mac to buy ice cream.   den xianglin go home cuz her dad fetch her.. den mi n soochiwoochie n tissueteresa went to e great pp sLiDe   . it isn all tt great actualli..   it is full of vandalism./ vv vulgar.. n disgusting.. but apart frm tt, its fun.   juz dun bother bout e toopid writings dere.. e slide is wide.. den u hafta run up like siao   tt oni applies to ppl whose shoos hab no friction.. like mi. haha.   juz now mi n xiuqi keep sayin 'orh yee orh! teresa bo ceng kor!' haha..   den chase her n go tickle her.. i looked like an idiot la.. hha.. aft tt go mrt..   i stand dere so loneli. den play hp game.. until i slept standin.. >.<   go home i tried e malay costume qinyi bot.. haha.. so big n so long.. but i guess its quite okayy la..   juz tt its a bit prickli n itchy.. haha.. lucki qinyi cut off e shoulder paddings.. or else it wud b.. atrocious.. hah..   slept a lot when i was home.. hehe.. den durin readin period oso.. haa.. it was dumb la..   i tole jas cum toilet wimme so i can wash mi face.. den she sae she read finis her page first.. so i wait.. 1..2...3.. i aslp liao.. haha..   shall end here.   Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away!

tata.. woo.. i cant c wad im writing.. e font color ish white ow.
 
jeannie
 
woah.. kewl man!! hahax.. blogger rox!
 
did i sae im in skool now? no rite.. haha.. we supposed to b doin project.. but e com is too crowded..
 
everyone crowding dere.. so mi n fiona lazin ard.. =D
haha.. i hav a colorfoo life man.. mi words are so colorfoo.. mm..
ltr gonna get e malay costume frm qinyi.. i cant imagine myself in one.. >.<
 
guess i shud end here.. gona check mi template.. and change qinyi's link heehee..
 
whenichangecolor,thereisnoneedforspacingsbutitisbeliTROUBLESOME!!
 
hehe.. i shall stop here.. tata squattie! lurbe ya! muckiez*

heyy.. wah.. juz now i cum home on e com den fell aslp.. den so many ppl tok ta mi i din repli.. cuz i wake up tt time i still dreamy dreamy.. den juz close all e boxes.. hah..

paiseh ah.. din mean not to repli.. budden.. i still dun gettit.. how come when i sleeping, a lot of ppl will tok to mi wan ah.. when i awake hor.. like noobody tok to mi wan.. haiz.. neh mind..

todae had dance prac..

wanted to use as1 den e mrs chew shoo us to upstairs e as2.. den dance until so sweaty n hot.. but v fun.. v nice.. heehee.. ms lavina oso said v nice..

e canteen first stall auntie oso said v nice.. WOOHOO~~~ oolala!! yeah,,

aft tt went heartland bweeng jolene buy e 88 shirt.. den took neos.. was okae la.. hahx..

yepp.. tts bout it.. o ya.. tt sundae e nkf show v nice! i like e fann wong n chen han wei dance like fly in e air tt wan.. so kewl lor! nxt time i wanna try tt flying stuff.. so nice!

i like to fly! fly away! wheeee~ wunderrfoo.. o yeah.. i juz put song on dis blog.. its nice k.. so .. NICE.. i dunno howta describe.

but it givs u a nice feelin lah.. make u feel happi.. hah.. e guitar part oso v nice.. but e whole thing vvv nice la.. more than words. aahh.. i hear e title oredy so happi.. blehx..

o got a new cursor too.. n e hugs stuff.. all copi frm other ppl wan. [chuckles] e clouds is not la. hah.. o yeah.. fiona oso got a cloud cursor but is kewt kewt wan..

n deres e animation stuff.. v touching.. its frm e donghaeng webbie. i made it my homepage.. it rawks!! mebbe i will put others up some other day k.. heez..

okie dokie.. i shall end here.. tata ppl! tata squattie! lurbe ya all! *hugs n kisses* muack muack]]

heyya.. 2dae sho tired..

actualli everydae oso tired..

hah.. yeah.. actualli supposed to hav dance prac.. in e end i think nobody so din prac..

den walked out wif teresa n pris fu..

den tell dem bout mi pri skool daes.. hah..

all e nice memories when my life was revolving my gang: jess mich meg n mi.

hah.. sweet memories..
i realised not everyone has such a nice childhood like mine..

sho lucky ah mi.. heehee.. miss my childhood daes n dose times i spent in pri skool..

but im enjoyin cedar oso lah.. juz tt now, life is so hectic..

no time to play..

cant wait for TT TIME when i can play as much as i want to come to mi agn..

i am waiting.. ^.^

haelo.. got bak ballet results todae.. haha.. not gd man.. haix.. so sad so sad.. but i expected worse than tt so i guess its.. alrite? hah.. den wad..o ya.. todae first time in choir lead e warmup stuff.. i think its stoopid.. got so many ppl staring at u.. den u duno wad to look at.. so stare at e window n curtains.. n e ceiling.. hiaz.. o ya.. saw dis pepsi cork cap necklace at compass point.. hah.. NICE!! i like.. heex.. k.. i end here.. tmr got dance prac!! yeah! o yeah. e ballet amelia rebonded her hair.. hah. v nice!!

http://www.donghaeng.net/index-e.htm

go dere.. nice christian korean website.. i think. but write english wan.. go n c.. v touching. val gav mi e website..

now i paragrafing.. haha.. muz try to get used to it.. mm.. todae my mum cum home so earli..

gimme a shock manz.. den wad.. choir was boring.. cant wait fer choral fest.. hah.. cant blieve sara got 1 of e guy's numbers..
val was saying tt she v faz.. haha.. so farnie la dey..

now like sho bu fang bian.. nxt time write k.. tataz

heyy squattie.. soso todae. o no. i can sense a stomachache. cya.. toodleloo!

uhoo! hha.. todae sho fun.. i haven wake up den esther qinyi n enxin outside dere liao.. den i quikli change.. aft a while conz n dorothy came.. den we went swimmin.. was.. quite fun lar.. aft tt went macs to eat. den conz went to karen house bake cake.. den we wok ard..den.. hiya.. i was vvv irritated wif my sister.. imagine sumone who is so irritating tryin to stick 2 u like sooperglue n leaning agnst u ALL the time like she has no bones.. vvvvv irritatin lo.. n shes so pampered// ask her go out of my room she dun wan.. muz wait until her dear nicolette cum n play wif her den she can leave.. i v pissed lo/ argh..even esther oso sae tt my sis v spoilt n pampered.. i cant stand her.. haix.. aniwae.. we had free ice cream.. its a secret. so i shant tell e name of e place. shud i? aniwae.. many months ago mi n qinyi were cheated by sum cheater n wad ah.. we were cheated 5 dollars la.. n all along we tot we were supportin sum organistion when we juz realised todae tt everything was fake.. so ya.. but we got free stuff tho.. heh... $.$ we oso tot of rAisin funds for e church in kluang.. izit? sumthing bout raise funds wan la.. o ya.. den we were discussin e names for nicolette's famili.. like.. chocolate.. omelette.. salad.. forgot wad else.. but we were larfin our heas off la/.. aft tt mi n qinyi sing e ole macdonalds song.. at first v farni.. but e mor we sing e more not farnie liao.. aft tt went to a grafitti/graffiti/graffitti i duno how to spell.. a website lah/ i cant tell.. its too nice..muahaha.. yar.. den qinyi wrote sherns name on a cup for e bdae prezzie.. v nice la.. but e ink kip comin out.. otho dey wrote it was permenant.. todae.. luffed a lot la.. hai.. den now i dyin of sianness.. needa do stoopid zuowen.. haiz haiz haiz//

did sumthing happen to my post? its so irritatin when dis happens.. argh.. aniwae.. was sayin tt i am goin to die wif all e stupid hw.. n mebbe esther n qinyi comin to swim.. and e ballet ppl went to take neoprint in e lao pokpok machines outside e food court.. but dey were quite alrite.. did i miss anything? dun think so.. k.. tts all...

hiyoyo.. 2dae so sian.. wanna die.. haix.. tmr no skool.. nth but hw.. ltr i ask my mum if esther qinyi dey all can cum n swim a not.. if not i will practically b rotting away in dis tiny n messy room of mine.. blehx.. needa do zuo wen.. murder man.. so sick of hw liao gimme summore.. wan mi to die den happi izit.. aiyoyo.. tt time fridae aft ballet we went to take neoprint.. dose lousy lousy lao pok pok machines outside e foodcourt wan.. haha.. but it was alrite la.. den we took e wan dey sketch ur face wan.. was quite nice.. hah.. yeah.. tts all for now.. ciaoz--

harloo squattie.. at geraldine's house now.. HAPPY BURFDAE GERI!!! ahaz.. hmm.. okie.. end here liaox.. ta! ching gao teh!

haiz.. my sis ah.. cant stand her noe.. her teeth wanna drop soon den touch a little bit she make so much sound.. wth lah... so noisee. aniwae.. i'm gonna hav a ballet blog n a class blog comin up soon.. yayy!! so ppl// u noe wadta do.. giv us ur support!! yeah!

yoz.. heex.. todae ah.. i v attentive durin malay lesson k.. actualli not rili lah.. i kip fallin aslp.. but when i was awake i kip writin notes or wadeva shit k.. wah.. i so happi.. haha.. hmm i received dis emaill.. e story so sad until i wanted to cry k.. my eyes were teary teary wan lor.. i think i paste it here..here goes..

ThE sAd story i was talking to u about:

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.

I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we

went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with

him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my

love for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each

other in different ways.

I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there

were so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just

another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment

grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that.

He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.

To him, I was just a girlfriend.

The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’

before.

To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.

He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued

till 100 days…200days…

Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a

doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …

Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..

Me: I love you.

Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me

the doll.

Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room,

one by one. There were many…

Then one day came, my 15th birthday.

When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,

and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.

But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was

dark… he still didn’t call.

It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.

Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me

and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the

house.

Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…

Jin: Here…take this…

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What’s this?

Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it

to you now. I’m going home now, bye.

Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.

He turned around and walked away like nothing had

happen.

Then I shouted…

“Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?

Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…

Jin: What?!

Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.

But he just said simple cold words and left.

“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you

are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground. He

didn’t want to say it easily…

How could he….

I felt that…

Maybe he was not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just

crying.

He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.

He just continued handing me a little doll every morning

outside my house.

That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday

After a month, I got myself together and went to school.

But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on

a street…with another girl…

He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed

me…as he touched the doll…

I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my

room, and tears fell…

Why did he give these to me…

Those dolls were probably picked out by some other girls…

In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.

He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.

I kept reminding myself that I was going to forget him,

that… it’s going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen

and joking around.

Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t

want to see a person like you again!

I spat out all the words that were inside me. But unlike

other days, his eyes were shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just

throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then…

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the

doll.

“Jin, move!”

HONK~!!

“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.

That’s how he went away from me.

That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to

say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness

and the sadness of losing him…

And after spending two months like a crazy person…

I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we

started going out.

I remembered the days I spent with him and started to

count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”

That was how… I started to count the dolls…

“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty

five…”

It all ended with 485 dolls.

I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.

I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”

It can’t be!

I pressed all the dolls’ stomaches as they piled on the side.

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

“I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop.

I…love you…

Why didn’t I realize that….

That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.

Why didn’t I realize that he loved me this much…

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,

that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.

It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each

other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t

say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you

forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you…

everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked

god, why do I only know about all this now?

He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last

minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became

courage… to live a beautiful life….

yo! hmm.. as everyone noes... yesterdae got e great singapore blackout. hah.. my hoouse was super dark.. cant c a thing k.. cuz everywhr no light. den i knocked my head n mi sister's head. hah. todae in skool we plae guitar! yayy.. sho nice rite.. if got drums den even nicer. den PE we measured our height n weight.. i so disappointed k.. i oni grew 0.5cm leh. since last yr.. n i gained 4 plus kg.. haiz,, saddening.. k.. i go liao. byex..

lalala.. so sian so sian.. lululu.. sososo sian..o yea.. we changed our chinese tcher!!! yayy!!! oolala.. now got mrs kwek.. she v nice lar... much much much much nicer than ttstooooopied huang lao niu.. im so happi im so glad tti'veogt u! hahax.. juz now art lesson.. we colored our taugeis.. so kewt can! i cant stand it.. haha.. so. adorable. i sittin b'side xing yi now..bof of us blogging.. haha.. she juz made one one.. o ya.. i hafta do moi chinese book review.. haix.. but xingyi goin to helpmi.. hee.. so kind ah..*winkz.. hai.. i dun wanna go third lang.. sureli fall aslp.. summore nv buy sweet.. gonna die soon.. aud n jinhuey not comin.. dey got bball match.. haix.. playin agnst st marg.. hope dey win! [rubs my nose]] blablabla.. nth to do lehx.. last time i found e com lab so amusing.. but now nothing much.. n im usin dis v blurred computer.. i tell u.. my eyesight ish deterioratin soon lo.. e com oso sux.. sux more than mine..but mine kip hanging wan.. os its omoz e same la. okies.. i end here. tataz.MuAcKz*

harloo squattie.. hehex..in skool now.. so sleepi.. cum agn latr.. buaibuai..

wang wang pao pao guo dong zhen de hui sheng qi! sheng qi sheng qi sheng qi sheng qi sheng qi sheng qi sheng qi! lalalalalalalalalalala!~ haha// tt song so kewt// i wanna watch e ad. hmm.. todae pass quite fast la// last nite cudn slp den sms my frenz until 2/3/4 plus.. haha.. so good ah// den we ate e lemon for science lesson;. haha// nice leh... budden hor i duno whr r my books liao.. needa dig.. haiz. aft skool we went heartland. eat mac.. now i bankrupt liao// went wif xq and parnpinpoon den wok here n dere// aft tt take neoprint/ on e whole u can sae it was rather dumb n spastic la.. hahx.. den went home a lone cuz dey take e mrt diff direction frm mi.. =[. so sleepi k.. den at e stn saw a hanwei-lookalike but tt person skinnier n taller. hehx.. den went to buy chi txbk. den cum home.. i so tired.. yesterdae slp not enuff// i think oni 1 or 2 hours pluss lor/ haix// buaiz squattie;] cya soon///

haix.. now i dun wan go skool.. =[ sufferin frm depression. blehx.. muz look on e brite side of life.. haha.. i goin to c mi frens! yay.. hah.. haiz.. k lar.. i go do my homework liao.. ='[ oo.. got e accidentali in love song. nice.. hee.. k.. toodleloo!

actualli i a bit cant wait to go 2 skool.. heex.. miss mah fwens.. n cant wait for e dance competition..i scared i forget e steps.. xE <-- this expression is created by mi.. its e buckteeth face. heehee.. aniwae.. i miss everything.. except for studyin.. homework.. u noe.. dose tt everyone hates.. hahx.. i haven printed out mi researches n mi chinese is.. UNTOUCHED.. oopsie.. hee.. dun care la.. hu ask mi to hate e chi tcher.. lalala.. juz now mi mum scolded mi cuz dis aunt frm indo came.. den i din call her.. hehe.. duno y i din tell her oso.. i so blur.. not rili mi fault.. blame e person hu passed mi e blur genes.. hai.. k.. i goin.. taz..

heyy squatz! guess wad? im finishin my homework!!! oolala.. yayy.. not rili lar.. but i v happi.. i wud like to thank.. yurica! haha.. yeah.. do e work 1 by 1.. calmli.. yayy.. hee.. i'm hungry... *.* hahx.. sum china students tt rented our old house are in e living room now.. but i duno y i dun wan go out n tok to em.. hehe.. dey all so chio chio wan leh.. den all so talented.. drawing.. music.. blablabla.. dey study in wad.. nafa.. e fine arts place lah.. hah.. k.. i go liao.. byebye! *muackz* o^.^o

haiyah.. skool startin soon.. i hate skool!!! blah,, SOMEBODY!! help mi wif mi homework! gimme sum motivation!! =[

bak frm kluang.. hah.. it isn a place u wud call v nice but i quite bu she de to leave tt place.. actualli of cos rite.. u cum todae n go home tmr.. no time 2 settle down den need to pack up n leave liao.. we climbed mountain. vvv high mountain. hah.. v steep oso.. wan to die liao ah.. den a lot of ppl injured.. aiyah// when i free den i elaborate k.. hee.. tata!

hohumm... todae ish e last dae of e choir camp.. aft 2 performances n it will all b over.. i cant blive it but i actualli hope it wudn end so soon.. hahx.. gonna miss it.. n mi frens.. haiz.. o ya.. todae saw e bball ppl.. den went to boo aud.. hah.. she had e shock of her life.. shaoyu was lookin tribal-ish wif a long bag of bbals hanging from her neck.. it looks like a drum.. hah.. so yeah./. aiyah.. rili miss e choir thingy.. haizhaiz.. tmr not goin choir.. y?y?y?y? cuz i goin m'sia! yay.. yay.. okiex.. stop yayying.. lalala.. hai.. i haven buy father dae prezzie.. shud i buy a not ah,.. mi father so siao qi wan leh.. rili cant stand it.. aiyah.. dun wan rite lerr.. tataz mi dear squattie..

yowie.. hah.. todae choir was normal lar.. haha.. piona was complaining tt e choral excellence practices pass so faz but e skool wan so long.. quite true lahx.. dunno y oso.. hah.. hmm.. juz now went to mac to do hw wif val n evan n zinuan.. hah.. actualli did quite a lot i guess.. actualli not rili leh.. aiyah.. neh mind lar.. now i muz hav more motivation.. but i dunno cum frm whr. haix. its ok.. cum frm god n mi.. mm.. [you reek ah] ish comin bak dis sundae. cant fetch her.. but its ok.. shes comin to mi concert.. i still thinking how 2 giv out e tix tho.. hmmz.. aiyah.. mrs loi lah.. y nv cum,, hiyaya.. mrs loi ish not mi mother.. is mi teacher.. i mean.. mi mum is mrs loi but e mrs loi i tokin abt is not mi mum.. is mi tcher.. hah.. yeahh.. okiex. o ya.. tt valerie ah.. lst time so shy n quiet wan.. now so noisy n mad wan.. haha.. so kewt wan she.. kip blabberin abt e shuai ge frm acsi in e choral excellence camp.. hiya.. den wad. she v sian mu maple's bro cuz maple's bro sat bside e shuai ge.. hah.. so farnie!! den in macs she kip larfin so loud.. ha.. den everyone starin like mad.. aft tt we go e pp playground.. den oni mi n evan playin oni.. e zinuan n val observin e vandalism dere.. haha.. den e val was like ' wah.. y got all e love love things wan/.. u think wad.. love kingdom ah' hah.. wahlau.. sumtimes i cant tahan her leh.. wan to pinch her cheeks man.. heh. went down e slide a few times lar.. den val n zinuan go up e slide den climb down e staircase.. aiyoh.. like tt whr got fun lor.. wah. i listenin to e perfect ten.. now dey got tt scary sound.. so freaki k.. ee... hah.. e ketchup song! nicee.. ok.. no more.. i bot a new purse thingy for mi ez link.. but i wan buy anth wan.. dis wan like v small.. n i think i goin to buy fathers dae prezzie tmr. mi father like angry wif mi leh.. so many days nv tok to mi.. it all started when i was in a bad mood.. den i played e piano tt 'chariots on fire' wan.. den he go play on his com tt song.. den i v irritated so i glare at him den go mi room n slammed e door?? i think i did.. but i forgot le.. sumthink like tt lar.. den i think mi mum scolded him.. so he is.. angry? so petty leh.. sumtimes i wonder if he was born a woman leh.. so naggy.. so scared of cockroach n so petty.. n vain.. haha.. but he has a moustache.. he's v irritatin lah.. but now i so not used to him being unirritating.. so cold n uncaring n unwarm.. haiz.. petty leh.. cant stnd it.. i like e choral excellence camp song! hee.. tmr we takin our measurements. we goin to hav a camp tee.. den mebbe val n *** wud b happi cuz dey share e same shirt as e ppl dey think r kewt.. i hope its blak.. haha.. second color i hope it will b is.. blak.. haha.. no lar.. mm.. pink? either light pink or hot pink.. but e guys how ah.. ahha., neh mind lar.. actualli white oso can.. orange! ah. yellow.. red.. light blue.. mm.. duno liao.. hee.. k lar.. i end here, chattin wif mi cuzzin n his frens.. ?? he evertime like to anyhow add add.. hah.. so i toktok lor.. hee.. byebye..

heyy.. hahx.. bak frm choral excellence.. haha.. e songs r soundin nicer.. e pianist v lame.. cannot luff wan.. hah.. dun say ler.. i oso sumtimes like tt.. actualli moz of e time.. hmm.. yar.. tham was.. ok lar.. nice lar.. a lot of ppl sae she e nicest wan.. but others seem nicer.. neh mind.. i think shes oso nice lar// rockin' jerusalem was FUN.. hah.. cuz e tenors sing so high.. higher than us leh.. hah.. cant stand it.. den dis guy sing until so loud.. all e girls larfed so loud.. hahx.. den tham sae we v mean.. hahz.. cant stand it lor.. u hear liao will wanna luff wan.. =X hmmz// todae moz of us.. i mean sum of us.. got 2 packets of food.. u noe y? we came out of e auditorium durin break den saw food.. so we take.. den sum ppl carry big red plastic bags den e guy tt *** found kewt said 'these are e morning leftovers' den gav a weird look.. hah.. neh mind lar.. i think e leftovers were nicer than our food.. not rili leftovers lar.. dey r all untouched i guess,, hee,.. den we eat finish go n sing.. wah.. feel like vomitin.. hah. eat too much.. mi koropok bot on mondae haven eat yet ah.. i take out now,, hah,, ok.. im eatin it now.. yummiee.. hahx,, okie.. i duno wad else to sae.. hah.. tataz,,

heyy.. look.. i've got a new skin.. spent hrs tryin to get everything right.. hahx,, hope its alrite.. gimme ur comments yeah? thnkx..

hewy squatz.. juz woke up agn.. i think e wadeva choir camp ish not so bad after all. e songs turned out to be rather nice. mmhmm.n i think mi hair isn tt bad lar.. but hor.. a lot of ppl nv realise i cut mi hair.. so waste money.. nxt time i go cut shorter. hmm.. yar.. k.. e camp.. wah.. e bass ppl.. dey sing SOOOOO DAMN LLLOOOOWW u noe.. bass clef A leh.. wah.. i was tryin to sing tt note den ended up makin sum shittin sound.. den hor e **** said tt a guy was cute.. haha.. den she observed him for quite a while n realised he was actualli quite stoopid u noe why? evrytime after he sing a low note rite.. he will look ard to c if he amazed aniwan// mi god.. like.. -.-||| i din noe got dis kinda ppl.. haha.. rili v stoopid.. o ya.. dey giv us e break hor.. 15 minutes counted v long leh.. 30 minutes is veryvery veryvery long leh.. siao ah.. how to tok, go toilet, eat currypuff, eat e wadeva bread, wash hand, throw rubbish n walk abt in 15 minutes..hiyo.. but nvm.. at first ms tham was quite disappointed wif us.. hah.. she tot we knew e songs liao.. but it was v untrue.. in e end we sing until quite nice tho.. i was quite pleased wif miself.. nv learn score so faz b4.. but i need to learn e words by heart.. haha.. die liao.. [x.X] k larx.. i end here.. or else i will becoming stone soon.. cant think of anythin.. o ya.. YURICA! I MISS U!! hehex.. u fell touched a not.. haha.. quikli cum bak wif mi food kiez.. heehee.. tata!

heyy!!! hahx.. i juz woke up... yesterdae go piano lesson.. den learn e 'chariots of fire' hah.. v kewl u noe.. i like e song.. den mi teacher was like..'this song last time ppl use for wedding wan'. den i was like 'errr.. hmm' but its ok lar.. its still nice.. aft tt go church. bible study// den i was e host// need to pour tea.. den e tea lil bit oni.. i had 2 drink finis den pour plain wtr.. i din noe leh.. hah.. so interestin wan./. aft tt.. worship.. den talk abt wad.. an le si.. straight translation ish.. happy dyin? hah.. debatin bout whether it is correct or not lar.. den go lunch.. go bak.. played murderer.. but v interestin wan.. haha.. e murderer muz call e person to kill him/ her.. den had meeting.. i went to e mission room wif qinyi.. den duno y we go library lar.. den e stupid psycho sleepin on e sofas face down summore.. den bof of us go n hide his shoe in tt room.. den i push e third sofa away.. den tt stoopid psycho wake up frm e wrong side of e sofa lar. fa wad pi qi.. duno how he suddenli grab mi shoe.. den he rili like mad dog like tt lar.. forgot wad he did.. den esther went to scold him.. hha,, she so brave can.. hee.. aniwae.. we tok bout e camp theme.. den i forgot to bring lst wk e discusion ppr.. so guilty.. ha. neh mind lar..den we went heartland mall.. buy things for qinqin n beibei.. cuz dey got concert tt nite. blablabla.. den go citylink got dis nail art machine thingy.. hah.. den look so fun i go try.. den i nv put mi hand properli den e machine draw on mi nail n skin.. hah.. neh mind lar.. aft tt we go 2 e concert.. mi n qinyi n mingfeng dao shi n qiu yu n her ma lar.. den e concert was sooo nice.. vvv nice lorx.. yuhua concert band. sumthink like tt.. haha.. muz go watch when they hav concert ya.. v nice.. esp e alumni band.. v pro can! wah.. i was so.. so.. i duno,. but e music was WONDERFOOL. den dey had wan godzilla song.. hah.. v kewt.. dey play e instrument halfway will stand up n scream den sit down con't playing.. den got one boy act as godzilla.. so funny.. den anth boy pretend to b gur go seduce godzilla.. e way he act sho farnie lor.. i was luffin like mad..hah.. good.. dis kind of concert worth mi money. aft tt qiu yu's dad send us home.. den i ate at home. hee, so hungry.. den.. bla lar.. hah.. okiex.. i shall finish here.. toodleloo! ching gao teh! *muackzZz*

harloo squattie.. u noe sumthink? i cut mi hair todae.. it isn v nice when i let it down.. in fact, i look quite botak.. haiz.. summore tt place so ex.. stupid wan lar.. i wan go supercut.. neh mind.. todae sf go sentosa.. sound so fun.. but i nv go.. qinyi n esther n hanying oso nv go.. means a lot of ppl nv go.. so not oni i nv go.. heard muz pay 20 plus.. so ex.. dey eat steamboat.. hahx.. aniwae.. i can go m'sia! i so happi.. mi mum asked mi 2 rite 10 reasons.. but i oni wrote 8 n she said its good enuff.. she said e reasons were v good n mi handwriting was v mei3 leh! first time she compliment on mi handwritin k... hahx.. now got cell grp.. all e little kiddies screamin n runnin ard.. juz now scream scream den barge into mi room.. hiyoyo.. so rude.. summore climb onto mi bed leh.. wl.. tmr sundae liao.. so faz.. den e dae aft tmr muz go to e wadeva camp.. choir wan.. blehx.. dun wanna go.. i dun like sightsinging.. i dun like singin dose songs.. so yuccky.. pui.. neh mind.. at least fiona is dere to accompany mi.. hee.. yayy.. lucki i not e oni wan in alto manx.. or else i wud be such a miserable little gur sitting in e corner n tryin 2 read all e funny lookin papers.. haiz.. think i end here.. duno wad else to write liao.. k den.. cyaz squatz.. tataz//

heyya! heex.. went to erm. whr ah.. o ya.. choir.. yesterdae lar.. it was alrite i suppose.. hah. wad can u expect rite.. stand until mi leg sho pain budden in e end our songs sounded much nicer.. so it shud b good.. aft tt we took val's van to pp.. so kewl noe.. haha.. i was squattin on her tool box.. or shud i sae her dad's tool box.. yar.. den took e train wif taopok..at dhoby gaut saw piece of fool.. so ran up e stairs to catch up w her..den her shoo wan blak wan white cuz she stepped into a puddle o dirty water.. so farneh..aft tt i went to somerset.. i saw e nice nice shirt.. haiz.. mi mum dun wan buy for mi.. so sad k.. den i had 2 wok bside audrey all e while n had to look at e nice nice shirt tt i owas longed for on her.. hah.. sound so drama.. den we wanted to take e knight bus.. e harry potter wan.. but e stupid rain lar.. cancel so many trips.. neh mind.. we went to take neoprint.. n a card wan.. o ya.. guess wad? i hav accepted e short form name 'jean' haha.. cuz everytime take neoprint den every wan e name put short form mi wan put whole thing like so greedy.. aniwae... e neoprints n card were nice.. yepp.. cuz is v brite den we wear blak den quite balanced,, yay.. hah.. hmm.. den i accidentally put mi card on e money exchange counter den e woman took mi card leh! i got a shock.. den she laminated it.. i was like.. 'i no money.. how..' den i realised.. it was FREE.. haha.. so aud took hers out to laminate oso.. aft tt duno wad we did lar... walk here n dere.. den realised it was late... den quikli run to take mrt go orchard den go lido.. buy e tix.. buy food.. nachos n cheese.. mm.. yummy! haha,, den went into e cinema.. i so disappointed k. e cinema so tiny n we missed e beginning,, hmmph... neh mind.. it was still nice tho..e drama queen wan.. i think its rather kewt lahx.. but e bad ppl were VERY bitchy,, kinda idiotic,, hahx.. den walked ard.. mi dad fetched us bak. went to library,, here n dere... den bot present for hendra,, den go his bdae party w mi dad n sis.. eat.. watch tv.. read mag.. forgot wad i did liao lar.. den came home,, bathe n sleep.. kiz.. i shall end here squatz,,, tataz.. *muackzZz*

hmmpf.. so tired.. i wan go cut hair. feelin so moody n blah now.. jwhxljbfxuigwibnkxjfbelwiuxgb.. haiz... haiz... haiz... mood swing agn.. mi parents n mi sis went to change car.. den e car wud hav tt stinko car smell agn.. makes mi feel like vomitting. rarr.. bored. tired. low. if oni dey cud cut down e hw n choir practices i wud b more than happi.. HAIZ// no mood to do anything now so.. bye squatz..

hey squattie..u noe wad? im suffering frm depression.. blehx.. feel so damn low now.. vvvvv low.. u noe? i so sad for no reason u noe? juz now i kip crying for no reason.. so bo liao rite.. budden it juz came out.. aniwae.. our dance got thru e audition. *winks* of cos lar! 2/S u noe.. . todae isn e dae i wud call great. cuz it was not v great.. but we watched shrek.. kewt lar.. i like e donkey n puss! owas act innocent until so sweet! like e eyes so beeg n teary n so innocent like tt.. hah.. n e donkey so farneh.. den his children so kewt oso.. half donkey half dragon.. so adorable man.. ooohh!! gagaga.. hah.. hmm.. holidaes r horrible.. dey giv u more hw than on normal daes.. n choir practices r boring.. dey make mi sleep.. i dun look forward 2 e wadeva camp either.. i hav 2 learn 3 scores b4 e camp which is like so difficult cuz even if i finish learnin e whole song [which is definiteli impossible], i wud hav forgotten e previous part.. so.. wad.. die lor... haiz.. RRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... letting out all mi bad mood.. heex.. if onli mi house was juz nxt 2 e beach.. it wud b sooo nice... can scream as much as i want.. i think i shall kip dis short.. yepp.. ching gao teh!toodleloo!

aiyoyo..now e blogger got new format i duno how 2 use nehx.. neh mind.. muz learn 2 adapt.. aniwaex// yesterdae sho sad// results so horrible.// mi standard dropped a lot.. cuz of stoopid geog hist chi n lit.. mebbe 3rd lang oso.. waste time oni.. haix// den e coming holidaes i doubt i will hav time 2 plae.. sure got a lot of work tA DO.. plus all e choir practices.. wth.. mi life is so difficult manx.. o yeah/ i've got a new name u noe.. balukuloi.. but mi choir buds modified it.. into balukunie jeanana.. yeah.. special.. evan's wan ish honeyliew.. cherissa ish cherrytaupok.. n she tot taupok was taufu wif pork.. haha.. danielle ish dalalalalalaniAAAAOOOOOO. muz sae out den hav e effect.. pris fu is piece of fool.. haha.. otho she's damn smart n all.. hmmz.. xian hui is xianyla n huiyi ish chikelakapiyoPONG! haha.. n zinuan is KONGGG!! LONG.. yesterdae got choir audition.. haha.. all sound so outta pitch but neh mind.. passed.. zinuan so nice.. heex.. juz now went cp w aud 2 buy prezzie.. for shan shan gong zhu.. a nice wallet... rili nice.. e words look like bo seng.. which is bei shan's 'ancestor'/.. haha. yeah.. wadeva.. now im like dying of boredom manx.. o ya.. deres gonna b a dance competition between sec 1 n 2 classes.. n our dance is like NICE!!! super! its wonderful man,.. haha.. but duno bout e others lar.. hope we win.. *crosses fingers n rubs nose* yeah// mebbe i shud go n find a four leaf clover so that we will hav more luck hor.. buyt neh mind lar... we r good enuff... dun need so much luck.. heehee., so BHB.. im not goin 2 tell wd kinda dance isit.. ltr other ppl copi.. muahaha.. u will noe when e time comes.. WONDERFOO!!! o yeah.. i downloaded e britney spears 'everytime'.. its sooo nice k! lurve it 2 bits n pieces kie.. wah.. so moving n touching n romantic n soothing n... NICE!!! n e usher song e 'yeah' or wad ah.. tt wan sho kewl!!! i oso lurve it man.. oooooosh!! hee... its like.. so... ahhhhh... NICE LAR!!! heehee..; i so long nv blog ler hor... cuz getting bored of it n mi explrer got prob n make me dunfeel like blogging.. stupid com... ltr send 2 repair den lose everything agn... haix... neh mind.. i shall end here squattie... tata.. lurve ya.. CHING GAO TEH!!

heyy.. haha.. dun worry squattie.. i still lurve u.. but less.. haha.. im sorrie.. dun feel hurt yeah baby? hee.. mm.. got so much 2 sae.. tt dae went yoshi 2 study.. in e end we kip playin wif rica's fone.. e camera sho nice wan. got so many effects! haha.. den e negative sho ghostly de.. anywae.. e tennis ppl [rt, lelin, jess] went 2 meet dis shaun person in e library lar,, den left mi n rica dere 2 guard deir bags.. so mean rite,, budden we entertained ourselves.. hjah.. sho funn.. we called jess 2 get shaun's no. den called him n asked if he ordered prata n blablabla.. den sae not even 1 word den cant tahan lerr.. kip larffin.. he was like :"can u pls stop luffin first.." tt kinda thing.. den not fun.. den called anthony.. he like blur blur wan.. at first we ask if his name was anthony den he sae yar den ask e address izit disdisdis den he sae yar.. aft tt we tell him e orders n tt it costed 50 dollars he deny evrything.. hah.. den mi n rica were like.. wah.. luff like mad.. den cant tok.. aft tt he recognise rica's voice den he was like "ya lo.. i order sho long ago y u haven gimme" haha.. e name of e restaurant ish balibabalu fstfood rstaurant. mi name ish baluku loi n rica ish muthu ica.. rt is chapatti teo.. jess is baba khong n lelin is prata tan or sumthing.. nice rite.. haha.. den mi bag sho wet.. inside everything oso wetwet.. den soo cold.. i think i fallin sick soon.. haha.. 2dae rica ra n rt came 2 stardee.. den we went cpt cook.. den anthony n gang wan find rica mah.. den she sae she in e jap restaurant.. aft tt sae in delifrance.. den we run away,, den rica like a bit guilty so went 2 find em.. den we go e cold storage dere e small stalls dey suddenly appear .. so scaree,, aft tt we go yoshi stardee.. sooo cold.. den jess n mingen.. i mean babakhong n ingen came 2 take money 4 meg's bdae prezzie.. den baba bluff mingen tt i hav a dog called bobo n its v big.. den if u call its name it will cum pouncin on u.. haha.. den mingen dun dare cum in! den i took out e fake dog mi dad bot mi 4 mi bdae,, den mingen tot was real.. haha.. den jess was.. cynical.. haha.. aft dey go i went 2 join ra n rica at e bbq pit.. dere sho nice.. got sound of e water.. den i sit down not long oni dey need 2 go lerr.. haii.. den now rica cant cum mi church.. i sho excited fer nth.. hai.. owas like tt wan... neh mind.. muz pray// lalal.. lololo.. llululu.. sho sian.. argh.. went cp wif mi mum dad n sis juz now.. den wanted 2 buy dis VERY VERY VERY VERY nice op shirt.. oni left XL mi mum dun wan buy.. hiyo.. summore not sae beli big osho.. hai.. den in e end buy a pair of shorts frm metro.. its nice.. white n grey.. but its a hipsterr n its loose.. so its a loose hipster which means it may drop but i doubt so lar. ahaha.. i growin horizontally ler. cuz cant grow verticalli animore.. sho sad.. o yar.. GARDE RAWKS!! Garde ish BOOM dynamite // garde ish BOOM dynamite// garde ish [tick x8] BOOM dynamite! haha.. k.. byee.. tata.. niteynitey.. muax.. CHING GAO TEH!! haha.. heard dis frm e msg plus.. nice rite? haha.. im loving it.. lalalala~

haiz.. 2dae sports dae.. supposed ta b fun.. was quite fun lar.. but den.. in e mornin i tot yurica haven cum so i wait fer her.. den in e end i late.. nvm.. but i scared e tcher scold.. den aft tt so fun lor.. but a lot of ppl so un-enthu.. make mi so irritated.. argh.. a-bIsH**!!~! i c e fiona ah.. hiyo// at first she so not enthu wan.. aft tt she so excited until like she practicalli stripping mi like tt.. jump like mad is ok.. but she jump n pull mi n mi shirt.. wah.. so pain leh.. i like goin 2 fall cuz she push mi den pull mi agn.. den got a lot of cheering.. den e cheerleaders dance so nice.. aft tt stupid audrey n xiuqi go n splat paint on mi.. actualli was goin 2 paint e face den bof of em started fighting den in e end dey decided to do on mi.. juz splat e whole brush on mi.. hate em.. deir evil n mean n wad hav u.. dey suck.. esp xiu qi.. duno y so evil 2 mi 2dae.. go n squash mi shaker.. teresa oso.. stupid assholes.. kick ur butt den u noe ah.. argh.. juz now i eat finish wipe mi mouth e tissue green green wan.. even tho i washed off e paint.. i tell u ah.. if i ever get cancer i goin 2 blame aud n xiuqi.. mi hair oso got paint.. den mi house tee so damn dirty lor.. like sum gooey stuff fell on mi or wad.. deir goin 2 get it frm mi sum dae.. hmmph.. went PS wif rica n rt.. eat oni.. den aud sms mi.. but i nv repli.. wiNkzzZ hee.. den rica cum mi house.. study.. hai.. dun feel like writing lerr.. buaiz.. luv ya squattie.. mUaCkzZ..