time really flies...
=(
cant believe i have to go back soon..
nxt monday!
and i'll b all alone in the plane..
maybe with some air stewardess running after me to make sure i dont get lost.
im tellin myself it wont be as bad as the beginning of school cuz i know the ppl now.
but its still different. =(
i love the ppl here..
=((
i dont wanna go..
plus its exam term..
yucks.
im supposed to visit my tuition teachers but i've been so lazy..
=/ i suddenly feel like i've wasted so so much time.
rarrh. how irritating.
hmph..
im goin to cedar tmr.
cus tt day i went i forgot to collect my o lvl cert.
so my mum wants me to go get it.
and then i can see my frens for the last time before i leave.
hhah sounds like some tragic story..
haii.HAII.HAAAAAIIIIII.
i wanna stay here!

my bs grp. we rock lots. we were first in bible study quiz! dont playplay ah! =)


out with the tingtongs.. rambutan and dinedine trying to hide their pimples!


kfc has no more 2.55 mushroom meal! its now 2.75! grrr..


sports day morning in orchard. macs had no breakfast in the morning!


garde toes! x)


lovely ballet buddies! <3


wenzhen the bible study teacher!she rocks! haha. hey its really difficult to get her pic!


celebrating our birthdays.. my gong gong and me!


i find this pic funny.. my younger cuzzin adrian and me being lame..


me and geraldine my cuzzin..<3


out with kristi, who gave me a toilet bowl scrub as a FUNNY birthday pressie. HAHAAHA!


an artistic photo of kristi in arab st. save your comments to yourself. I FIND IT ARTISTIC.

squattie!
my feet's killing me..
aaahh... long shopping hours/walking hours..
phew..
out with kristi to 'celebrate' my bdae.
and she decided to be funny and gave me a funny present..
TOILET BOWL SCRUB!
thanks kristi.. hahah.
but tts not the real one.
the real one is on its way =))
so we walked..
and then she points...
and i look...
and i wonder..
and i continue looking..
banner? nope..
shark man dummy? no..
RACHEL TAN! hahah..
the 3 study-in-stmarys-girls-from-singapore met! how cool..
my bdae was 23rd april her bdae is 25th april. kristi one.. february. haha
anyways..
thanks to all of you who wished me happy birthday=D
each one of u made tt day really special!
im rili tired..
went to my uncle's dental clinic just now in the morning..
he put some orange tasting thing called fluoride on my teeth..
it was yummy at first..
then it became quite gross when i got sick of it.
haha
thanks to my dearest friends and also my family for making my stay here so special =)
not leaving yet but just in case i dont get the chance to blog...
i wanna let you guys know that you rock =D

have i mentioned that im already in Singapore?
hehe. mebbe..
but to those who are wondering when im coming back.. im back.
heehee
and i'll be goin back on mon,may1st morning.
i'll b sad to leave tho.
i have to struggle with a heavy luggage all alone.
haha. and of course.. my lovely friends xD

thurs.
went back to cedar at recess time.
was glad to be able to experience cedar life agn.
haha. i was sitting near killer bees during physics.
mr yau was thinkin of a way to close the shutters whr the hive was.
he got insecticide and SPRAYED AND SPRAYED..
"i think we'll die before they do" someone said.
haha.. thats so true..
we were all choking cus of the smell and the wasps looked normal.
in the end we got the shutters shut and continued our lesson.
so glad to catch up with classmates, choirmates and juniors.
didnt get to talk to the teachers.
i may make anth surprise visit before i leave..
heehee.
aft school the clover- mingming ger shuen jeannie
were supposed to go plaza sing.
shuen had no money in her ezlink!
she only had bus concession!
NO CHOICE..
we went to j8.
it wasnt bad at all tho.
laughed lots.. shuen's such a clown. haha
ger and liming too.
had a sumptuous lunch.. (for broke people)
2.75! kfc mushroom burger.
not good.. i rmbr it was 2.55 =(
when i ordered i was like 'may i have 275 please'
it sounds so long now...
two se-ven five
it used to be two-five-five
plus the fact that i have to pay 20cents more after goin thru the trouble of pronuncing the extra syllables. hahah OH WELLS
then we took pics and walked round n went home.

fri.
it was cool =D
met ger in the mrt (we planned to meet)
liming woke up late so she had to take train herself.
not really herself tho.
her father took the same train. haha
anyways.. me n ger stopped at dhoby ghaut.
and we waited at the screen thingy in front of the escalators.
tt thing is like the coolest!
hahaha. we were kicking the floor like some kukutingtongs.
cus the moomoo cow could be kicked! HEEHEE.
amusing huh!
then we went to taka. no food places were open at that time.
we sat outside zara and smth.
painted our nails green. xD GARDE!! OOLALA!
aiyah i'll update afterwards. TATA!

hey squattie im back back back! =D
its so hot though.
haha. im melting!
i can hardly breathe! the air is so humid..
hah
but its so good to be home.
just tt i have to stay home while everybody goes to school.
i watched 'innocent steps' today.
its a korean movie about dancing. samba and chacha kinda dance.
anth movie that made me cry.
heehee.

troubled.guilty.
i'm selfish. i'm immature.
i'm not worth liking.
nobody is lucky to have me.
i'm a pain. i'm a burden.
i'm not appreciative.
conclusion: no happy endings.

funny how i love watching all the romantic movies
and none of them happens to me in real life.
maybe im too practical and down to earth.
too unromantic..
too caught up in fairytales to focus on real life.
im sorry.
guess im not meant to be in love.

hey squattie =D
not much fun and play this weekend...
but i went for bs with ocf-overseas christian fellowship
it was really good. and it reminded me of bs in singapore. hehe.
like.. all asians.. a few singaporeans.. and everytime when there's a qn,
it'll be so quiet kinda thing. like we are waiting for others to answer the questions for us.
hah. we studied ephesians 2 and 3
learnt lotsa things..like Paul was saying he was unworthy of the mission to tell the people that Jesus is the Messiah but it was by God's grace that this honourable job was given to him and to complete this missions, he actually suffered quite a lot.
david raised the point that Paul sees it as an honour and it was a huge task of very very high importance. come to think of it, that is so noble of him.
like for me, i dont really think of it like an honour to spread the gospel,
instead its like something i know i have to do but havent been doing much cuz im scared to.
its somewhat like a "burden" sometimes..
like.. spread the gospel? sure!... err.. but.. but so weird.. scared la.. dont want la..
whereas in Paul's case, i reckon it would be
how i wish i could spread the gospel..i can? oh my goodness but im so unworthy of this important task! thank God for His overflowing grace! i better do this to the best i can!
*grace=something good that you do not deserve but is given to you
we are given that honourable task so we should do it as an honourable task. not dreaded chore or smth. lets be excited to bring more people into God's family!
show them God's love for all of us and how He wants us in heaven!
that was an inspiring bible study i must say..

i had ballet the next day.
pointe again! WHEE! OUCH..
haha yeah thats how i feel.
i have always been so excited to learn pointe but its quite painful.
like the weight of the whole big me is on my ten tiny toes.
not really la. but my 2 feet instead. hmm
isnt that how everyone usually walks?
haha. argh. its just different.
but i think i look very graceful in pointe.
just tt i cant really walk gracefully on pointe.

im coming home soon! yayy.
cant wait. how exciting. =D