i will save the world!
roses from judy the "florist"
the nerdy "scientist" jeannie and meant to be nerdy but not nerdy "scientist" kristi
nerdy "scientist" jeannie and miss universe aka birthday girl glennabanana!
the noisy jailbirds Raymond and Lenard with noisy policeman Will

END OF EXCITING PART. YOU CAN STOP READING NOW.


so i'm back to school again.


nose back into books again.


won't be able to go out for OCF and weekends till i don't know when.


yea how i love it..


but i guess it's a blessing in disguise.. very very big disguise.


this term's a pretty busy one for me anyway...


boarder's ball next friday


watching the school's GREASE production


senior recital night


multicultural assembly


hale governors' concert


interhouse dance


capaf


interhouse singing


mock exams


UWA expo


Curtin open day


busy busy busy. so i guess i'll just wait till TEE's over (yea like nov 19!??!?!?)

i feel bad for being so grumpy these few days but i feel so stereotyped.
its so annoying. just because i hang out with a very hardworking person im seen as a lazy-easily-get-distracted bum. ok lor. anything lor. go on stereotyping. i just decided i wont care. why should i care. if i am a bum, i shall unbum myself. if i am not, then i'll continue not being a bum.
bleagh.
i'll live happily in the boarding house doing nothing but study and work and eat and sleep.
i've got my own priorities and just because someone thinks that something else should be my priority doesnt mean that it will automatically become my priority.
what if you study very hard for your future and care about nothing but studies and before you reach the future that you were studying very hard for, u suddenly die? and all u can be proud of is that u successfully studied very hard without distraction.
not because you managed to make sad people smile
not because you helped someone
not because you have been a great friend/a listening ear
not because you have created an impact in the world.
you had no time to do that because you were busy studying for your future and you dont want to be disappointed about that.
"live like there's no tomorrow" if i knew there was no tomorrow, i would find something more meaningful than studying. but that doesnt mean i dont think its important!!!
it is important of course! but its not the most important thing in the world!

ok enough of my rantings.

emo post. dont read.

im so sad

im so sad to go

im so sad to go back

im so sad to go back to school

im so sad to go back to school to do homework

i havent even unpacked my luggage and i need to start packing.

outside i hear the mosquitobuster i see the white smoke and the stench of it hits me bad.

its rather disgusting. ok very. like eew.

so back to my emo post...

like how i was telling everyone in school, i would enjoy my hols even more than last time cus i havent been back for ages. thats exactly how i feel right now. but i never thought about how bad it would be when it comes to leaving the place. (oh my gosh the mosquito buster thing is making me suffocate..) my favourite churchmates, ex-schoolmates, balletmates, family...

made my holiday so enjoyable and unknowingly made it more difficult for me to leave...

*turning point*

hahahhaha im not emo anymore! hehehe. i think God just knocked my head and i was reminded.. IM COMING BACK IN NOVEMBER! hahahha.

yeah i know u must be thinking i am weird. yes go on im used to it. hhaha weird then weird lor! just because u cant be weird and cool at the same time doesnt mean u have to be jealous you know. ahahha. ok ok stop knocking your head against the wall.. i stop i stop. =p

but seriously, thank you all of u for making my holiday so pleasant and AWWWEESOME and exciting. u are my favourites! =D

keep thinking of me! AHAHHAHAAH

<3

A DEDICATION TO:

you better read it from top to bottom dont anyhow skipskip k! i'll giv u comprehension test!

oh thats shu being her usual violent self. hahhaha always making me cry and have stomachache from laughing too much. SIAOTINGTONG.we went to watch a movie together! i remember it was willy wonka!!
airport...
feather earrings! yayy!

an early happy birthday to Rambu aka liming ! a snapshot of a touching moment! mingming and shushu
another touching moment! nienie and teoteo
shuen has successfully hypnotised herself. oh my she hypnotised gerri into thinking she's a tree as well!!
I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED THE WAFFLE WASNT CLOVER SHAPED! IT WAS WHEN I SAW IT IN THE MENU!! but its still yummy =p

this is the thinking stance. position your hands this way to maximise your brain power. try it! it works. ahhaha
yay happy birthdayy!!!
hahaha stupid shuen.. can u believe she called a pigeon a chicken! GASPS! the next jessica simpson! ahaha
teoteo's hand holds the phone every second... haha. did i hear someone say NICKY!? =P

time flies when ur enjoying urself most...

ive been keeping myself rilli occupied these few days... meeting up with friends, reminiscing bout the good ol' days... haah. having fun..

but now im approaching the end of the rainbow. its not a pot of gold i see... it is clearly a big white shiny stinky toilet bowl thats unflushed. school,homework,assignments,exams... yuck.

i dont know why.. but ive been so pessimistic n bitter this year. so critical and unloving..maybe cus my walk with God hasnt been that consistent n strong anymore. im so much less motivated to do anything. walking around with shuen ytd, we were recalling how sec3 was our fav happiest yr. although we didnt go out to gaigai as much, i think the company i was in helped me with my walk of faith, like liming said, we exchanged little notes just to show our care n concern.. and occassionally a random "gundu"- i have no idea why.. but its all for the sake of laughter peace n joy...

i guess there were a few occassional petty quarrels... but it was one of my happiest years in sec school. SEC3! these people made school so bearable and exciting. they make me like to go to school. i miss the saying grace together at mealtimes, trying to spend as much time as a group as possible, being stupid, writing notes on post its, our lifelong dream of going to sentosa together...not yet fulfilled. ahah. doing the silliest stuff... SIGH. the good ol' days. brings not only a smile to my face, but giggles n laughs as well.

i was reading letters from friends that ive kept in a box... so many memories, how i wish i could relive those funny moments again and again. if only life was a tape recording, rewind it to undo your mistakes, fast forward to skip those silly challenges and awkward moments, replay to live your favourite periods of your lives. but isnt it because of this that make us appreciate life more? being unable to go back to the past, that's what makes memories so precious. replaying your life will only make u take it for granted, when the novelty wears off, you wont feel that those moments were that great after all.

sometimes it feels so difficult to keep moving forward and leaving behind what u love, although aware that there might be happier times ahead, it feels so much more comfortable to stick with what you know, what you've grown to live with, what you've grown to love and has become a part of your life. y move on when u can just stay like that forever.. press that pause button... maybe after a while life will become stagnant i guess. i dont really know y. but most of the time its for the better... God didnt plan you life for nothing! :) the letters and cards i read kept reminding me about God's divine plan for me in Perth. i don't really know it yet, but i hope i've been helpful in contributing to that plan... although we've all moved on, walking on different paths, think of them as parallel roads. we're still side by side =D sounds rather corny but our friendship will withstand all the "wind blow rain beat"-(go figure). although we dont get to meet as often, im always thinking of you guys. you left me with a lovely memory in secondary school... trying to choreograph 3 dances in one day, for the good times to keep it simple. and the love. =))

always remember i'll stand by you, walking on that road parallel to yours. when u are weary, i'll whip out my cowboy lasso from my pocket and drag you along the road that's parallel to mine until your butts are sore and u decide to start walking again. quoted from liming: BEST BUTTs forever. my beloved stupid silly kickass clovertingtongs. the fairy the pixie the guardian of sun moon and stars the angel. hahahaha lets hit the play button with much enthusiasm, dance to life's music, as we draw nearer and nearer to God's marvellous plans for us. until we meet again to do the dance. the chicken dance. next tuesday? i'll try ok!

lallala...
im so free..haha
IM MEANT TO BE DOING HOMEWORK BUT I CANT FIND THE MOTIVATION!!!
=/=/=/=/
ive been thinking a lot lately (lately meaning the past few minutes and seconds)
and it suddenly occurred to me that i've been living such a "ME" life.
most of the things i do are out of selfish purposes and it is so disappointing..
before i make any decisions, i go "do i like it?" "is it good for me?"
so selfish! i need to think more. THINK THINK SHARE SHARE CARECARE
going for lunch now, toodles.

i am always ready for a photo! hahahhahor not.....
cute jooniors!!
international student social..
the closest we get to asian food.... YUMMY YUMMY TOM YUM!!

k bye

to SF: well done guys! every single one of u! from the actors/actresses/dancers to the ushers to the publicity people to the sound and lighting and everyone involved in one way or another, GOOD JOB =D u were awesome! especially the ferrero rocher door gifts... OH THAT'S ME! hahaha. alright just kidding. but seriously it was tough getting the rochers to stay on the straws. qinyi minhui shimin yanfang n i were dying n trying to stick them on but they just insist on rolling out! grr.
my main point in this post: IM SO PROUD OF QINQIN! i admire her for her courage to share her testimony in front of such a big crowd, knowing that everything she said rili came from the bottom of her heart. SHE'S MY INSPIRATION and ROLE MODEL =D

honey, im home!

HAHAHA YAY!

finally! so many exciting things to do!

after not blogging for so long, i dont feel like blogging anymore.

hahaha

lalalalala

this holiday is exactly like a rainbow. after the pouring rain (exams, studies, obstacles and challenges), it appears and brightens my day! oleh!!!