jeannie comes to blog agn/ =D jeannie thinks chief rox. so kewt. ahah.. many ppl thinks so too. many ppl thinks not too. we went pigspotting todae durin recess. guess wad? we spotted pig! ahah.. so kewt. den everyone juz froze dere n squealed 'so kewt!' den everyone runs to e corridor to gawk ahah.. so fun! since yesterdae mi n taugeis plus some other ppl have devoted our post-eating-recess-time to pig spotting. n val saes she wans to buy a bikini in hawaii fer pig to wear. ahaha.. so farni. durin chinese todae we watched a movie. half a movie actualli. it so rox la. chen bo lin act inside! he had short hair n he so shuai!! he's got the edison smile! when he smiled i was like 'omygawd he got edison smile!' hah chenguanxi rox man. woots! chen bo lin quite too la. he v kewt! in e show he courting dis gurl den he kip smilin. so sweet la e smile. den e whole hall everyone squealing away 'so kewt' tt kinda thing. hah. juz now chat wif yurica online. yurica i miss you! x)) glad to hear u r doin so well now. =D we were discussing havin a bbq n stayover at my hse. wudn it b like fun. whheee... it will rock like madd..!! woots oso talked to prissy fu on e fone juz now. o yea i got bak my hp. yayy praise e lord!! x)) i feel so guilty fer all e curses i gave tt person in e previous entry. i shall take them bak. i take back the farts n laosai. i oso take away the birdshit. totaleh grateful fer my fone bak. so excited fer e hawaii trip!!! yipeee yipee yayy!! it wud b like fun!! wheee! n also new zealand ballet trip! haha nice!! so exciting i bott new ballet shoe. its split sole! so now i look more like a pro pointer last time one big piece of sole make mi point like mad still cant c, now can c my beautifully pointed feet. got sense of satisfaction. n stage image is a nice shop. u need to do performance can find them to do ur costumes. i c all e costumes hung ard look so glam n nicenice. i wanna buy leg warmer. i think it looks so cool. xD i feel so greedy.. 'happiness is wanting wad u have' hah its quite meaningful.rite? heehee now i sound so da dao li. like chief! haha. tmr will be a better dae. =)) oo gtg so many things forgot to do. haha. to all of you.. GOd LoVeS YoU! jeannie loves u too! muackss!! tata!

jeannie is sad. jeannie cried just now. but before jeannie tells u y jeannie is sad, let jeannie tell u bout OAC. e first few daes of OAC, jeannie was angry and pissed jeannie did not have enough sleep and jeannie hated gobbling down her food within such a short time jeannie also tot e curtains in e male toilet was not enuff to cover urself and some of e activities were not SO fun. left fer home one evening fer choir e nxt mornin jeannie was happi to go home. jeannie cud finally poo and bathe properly. and jeannie slept a lot alot when jeannie went back camp, jeannie finally smiled =) jeannie enjoyed e other activities. esp tower and CAMPFIRE jeannie thinks campfire rox. 3M won. jeannie happy. jeannie was sad fer instructor deedee tho. instructor deedee no voice. durin debrief on campfire night when instructor deedee talk, jeannie cry cuz instructor deedee sound so ill. many class thinks 3M dun deserve e best class. jeannie feels sad. but jeannie loves 3M all the same. but at e sports hall 3M was dead. 3M was unenthu. 3M.. where are u? where's ur enthuness? when we break camp, many ppl crowded in a circle in e courtyard. we did bili banjah n rekatengeh den jeannie found instructordeedee. jeannie so happi jeannie hugged her. jeannie cried agn. now jeannie shall tell u y jeannie sad. jeannie dropped jeannie's fone near serangoon mrt stn. a stupid agua picked it up jeannie called jeannie's fone stupid agua picked up stupid agua dun wanna return. jeannie hope birdshit falls on stupid agua. not juz one but many many. tts all.. nitez god loves u n u n you you you you you. =]

yoyo.. heeh. todae was such a sleepin dae fer mi.. x(( fell aslp everywhr la// in e mornin i wake up n slp n wake up n slp.. in e mrt i sleeeeep until i reach potong pasir. assembly i fell aslp when.. hehe.. shh =X aft i finished my chem test i fell aslp.. den e teacher ask us to check. i checked halfwae thru i fell aslp xP den stayed bak to do e noticeboard.. din rili do much tho hehe.. aahh. so guilty.. i dun like my new position.. gimme more white hair oni.. actualli no.. im juz slacking n others help mi worry bout e class.. make mi feel guiltier. =( and den i went tuition.. aft my teacher called n reminded mi i had a lesson haha den durin tuition i fell aslp too.. haha.. i feel so badd.. =[ but cuz of tt e teacher tot i needed slp den she lemme go earlier. ahaha.. yeah den on e bus i sleeeeeeppp till i reach e interchange.. so tts bout it fer todae. sleepin dae. o.O lemme try out my picx.. i nv post here b4 ahah.

miss u guys!

i like dis! so kewt.. haah.

my sista.. kewt ah.. haha

in e mrt.. pic taaken by evan n her card cam. xD

okie tts all folks! tata!

heyy heyy heyy!! happi belated vdae! happi belated total defence dae! receive all foody foody.. gonna grow FAT! first its cny.. den dis.. aawweee aniwae we sorta have slimming course on vdae/ we were late fer pe so run 10 rounds ard cedar track as punishment. aft tt we have joggin.. 3 rounds ard e skool./ shiok ah.. omoz died. haha now i still have muscleache.. aahh. i need a wheelchair.. den tuesdae ballet. we did leglifts n crunches n pushups.. ahha i suck at pushups!! my arms din rili bend much.. i was ssoooooo far away frm e ground.. i felt so weak.. cuz JOLENE hu duz pumping in np// she was like goin all e wae down to e ground.. priscilla too.. ='( so zi bei! haha.. hu cares! i dunneed b so strong la.. rite/..? hmm/. todae evan gimme rose! yayy i love u! haha. n i ggave it tisu diapers.haha. i think i shall go now. tata~

haha.. love story agn! audee muz b happi ah.. in case u wanna noe.. i kooped all dese frm frenster bulletin board.. AHAH.. x) enjoy.. This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl... Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together... Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regains his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him.... Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company! You never fail until you stop trying. One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents... With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan... He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore; he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it! Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed... and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his paper cranes beside her... Her parents saw him. He asks them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all... She was ill with cancer... She had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want to be his burden... therefore she had chosen to leave him. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him.. The guy just wept...Once you have loved, you will always love... For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever... The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them..... hope you would understand... Find time to realize that there is one person who means so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you...

i think yesterdae wan nicer but aniwaes.. haha

NEXT!

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.***Although there is someone else who alwaysmakes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know oftheir safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You aredesperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machinebecause of one message from thatspecialsomeone, you are in love.When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. Atthat moment, you are in love.While you are reading this page, if someoneappears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

when juz glancing ard i found a romantic story

when i go look fer one.. all not tt nice..

oh wells..

pre v'dae stories to get u in e mood.

ahah lame

o.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

*hugx*

todae whee geok n all came bak!

so happi..

at first i was like.. eh? hmm..

den i was like.. OH!! AAAHHHH WHEEE GEOOKKK!!!

den ran n hug her.. n e rest.. haha

den we like siao char bor.

jumpjump scream scream shout shout.

felt so nice. =D

miss them so muchh.. aahh

now A2 dusn seem tt united..

haii..

aft sch went compass pt wif evan.. VANVAN!

haha

den look fer her new yr clothes..

in e end she oni bot 2 tops.

we got a gift fer vivian.

fer being so involved wif e class item. x))

n we went into life bookshop.. so many nice books k..

i feel like buyin. but too many.

n i saw dis reali kewl bible la!

e cover is metal wan..

its like.. o-so-cool..

haii..so nicee!!

but its 48.80 i think

mebbe we buyin fer huiyi fer her bdae..

share wif many many ppl.

hope she likes it.

but i think liddat not rili enuff leh..

she needs.. dose books tt i wanted to buy kinda book/

den even if her dad dun allow her go church,

she still can read his words at home. yayy!

haha.

we oso went to eat twister fries..

yummyyy..

i like! haha

like telephone wire~!

ooh curly wurlies..~~~~~~ dingding~~~~

haa.. okie.

tmr new yr!

not rili in cny mood yet but hu cares!

new clothes! wheee~

fooodyfoooddy~ gobblegobble

angpao!!! ahaha.. $.$

hmm okie.. i haven got shoes.

a bag..

i think i have e rest. juz tt my pyjamas are like..

hospital type of pj..

my mum bott fer herself long ago but din wear..

=

n i have a feelin she got a flowery antique-auntie lookin bedsheet 4 mi..

i wan my sis wan!

its pink wif strawberries on it! so sweet..

o no.. its watermelon!

nice! haii..

yyayy i think evan gonna help mi wif my blog template some dae..

whee~ i love u evan!

muax.. u rock!

k.. tata!!

yayy im so happi todae =D o ya.. tt time i was toking halfwae ritez.. hah hmm at e food junction in raffles city la. we duno y suddenli tok bout our parents.. den we learnt to appreciate em.. haha not rili learn la but we realised tt dey love us lots.. like how we dunneed to pay our own hp bill.. how readili dey giv us money w/out complains when we need them. how dey dun scold u when ur results are like bad. instead dey giv u words of encouragement n mebbe dey wud lock demselves in e room n blame demselves. mebbe cry.. how dey tuck u into bed each night not expecting u to do tt in return.. how dey slog day n night to pay fer ur fees ur food ur clothes.. n other stuff.. how dey drain all their brain juice to think of ur bdae gift when ur mum was e one hu deserves a present on ur bdae more than u. aft many months of morning sickness.. how much pain she goes thru to give birth to u.. n loses her nice figure as she has to eat a lot to make sure u are well fed while in her womb how ur parents wake up many times a night w/out complains, when u owas cry when u were a baby. wad do dey do? dey stroke u gently n say 'its alrite dear. everythings fine.' how dey apply for leave when u are sick dey take care of u dey cook food which u can eat. when they are sick, dey sae 'its ok.. u can go studdy. i juz need a lil slp' how dey worry passing their sickness to u how dey still hug n kiss u even when ur seriously ill how dey call u when ur on a camp to make sure ur alrite. how uneasy dey feel when dey dun get to tok to u fer 1 dae. how badly they miss u when dey dun get to c u fer 1 dae how dey always worry fer u over e slightest matters. how dey spend so much on u n never expect anithing in return y? cuz dey love u. haii.. most of these were frm my experiences. my mum tucks mi into bed every night.. i notice not many parents show affection to their kids like sayin i love yous n givin cuddles.. okie enuff of parents love todae!! went skool early fer OAC item preparation. first time i muz on light fer e class cuz soo earli. den i was taking my time to walk to skool. den was prayin durin e walk to skool. one thing i prayed for : class item to b a success god answered my prayer. =D PRAISE E LORD! x)) so happi/./ e teachers were like luffing their heads off through e performance. xinmei was damn gao xiao! ahah.. she n her mozart tail.. n her girlfren named '5 colors in her hair' SO FUNNI!! i think we need to charge fer ppl to watch la haha so kewt k.. i cant stand xinmei haha shes so siao siao n funni.. haii.. but dey said we need to relate more to e theme.. hehe.. but its still nice aniwae.. 3M! im proud of u! very.. x)) n vivian.. thanks a million! u lurve ya lots! u were like e one getting everyone workin u were e one worrying n getting all stressed out bout e item thingy.. while e monitress was slacking like a pig u were hard at work trying to get everything rite.. i admire u fer tt! u make mi feel so guilty.. ahah.. u were like some stage manager. kewl.. U RAWK GIRL! i lurve u a million zillion twister fries n marshmallows n chocolates.. i was e mad guitarist wif jez n sher damn maddymaddy! haha jezabel so funni! my class so many funni ppl! yayy.. i lurve my class! haaha but i still miss 2S after choir.. mi tausah n taupok were like siao char bor goin to thomson den we saw sara at toa payoh interchange. juz bcus we said ONE extra sentence... e damn bus went AWAY!!! we spent near half an hour at e interchange waitin fer e precious 163 which comes ever so rareli den we decided we might as well go shop at toa payoh so we were like.. go ah? i go ah.. ok go den 3 of us at e same time suddenli squatted down moved forward n crawled under e metal barrier. i think e ppl ard us muz have been luffing.. i tot it was quite funni.. haha. rather spastic. =E we walked round n round. MANY NICE STUFF!! juz tt we had not enuff money n time., i saw nicenicenicenicenice pants! its like.. omigod nice! n tops! AAAHHH>> nice la!!! argh.. aniwae.. i treated dem to rotiboy heehee.. yummy! melts in ur mouth n not in ur hands. slurrppp. fragrant kopi smell buttery butter. MMmmmmMMmMMmMM hhaha indescribable.. =P its juz bread wif butter n kopi taste la. but its deeeeeelicious! haha. den we wandered ard. taupok got her slippers.. not mi n tausah.. but e sky was dark. den we went to take mrt while taupok take bus talked bout how much fatter we have grown since sec1 ='( tok bout how contagious xinmei's luffter is.. many things too.. k la i shall end here.. tatattazz!

be the change u wanna c in dis world =]] from the very Begining, the girl's familyobjectedstrongly on her dating this guy. Saying that ithasgot to do with family background,& that the girlwillhave to suffer for the rest of her life if she weretobe with him. Due to family's pressure, thecouplequarrel very often. Though the girl love the guydeeply, but she always ask him: "How deep isyour love for me?" As the guy is not good withhiswords, this often cause the girl to be veryupset.With that & the family's pressure, the girl oftenventher anger on him. As for him, he only endure itinsilence. After a couple of years, the guy finallygraduated & decided to further his studies inoverseas. Before leaving, he proposed to thegirl: "I'm not very good with words. But all Iknow isthat I love you. If you allow me, I will take careofyou for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'lltrymy best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination,the family finally gave in & agreed to let themgetmarried. So before he leave, they got engaged.The girl went out to the working society,whereasthe guy was overseas, continuing his studies.Theysent their love through emails & phone calls.Though it's hard, but both never thought ofgivingup. One day, while the girl was on her way towork,she was knocked down by a car that lostcontrol.When she woke up, she saw her parentsbesideher bed. She realised that she was badlyinjured.Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comforther. But she realized that all that could comeout ofher mouth was just a sigh. She has lost hervoice...... The doctors says that the impact onherbrain has caused her to lose her voice.Listeningto her parents' comfort, but with nothing comingout from her, she broke down. During the stayinhospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still justsilencecry that companied her. Upon reaching home,everything seems to be the same. Except fortheringing tone of the phone. Which pierced intoherheart everytime it rang. She does not wish toletthe guy know. & not wanting to be a burden tohim,she wrote a letter to him saying that she doesnotwish to wait any longer. With that, she sent theringback to him. In return, the guy sent millions &millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,..allthe girl could do, besides crying, is stillcrying....The parents decided to move away, hoping thatshe could eventually forget everything & behappy.With a new environment, the girl learn signlanguage & started a new life. Telling herselfeveryday that she must forget the guy. Oneday,her friend came & told her that he's back. Sheasked her friend not to let him know whathappened to her. Since then, there wasn'tanymore news of him. A year has passed & herfriend came with an envelope, containing aninvitation card for the guy's wedding. The girlwasshattered. When she open the letter, she sawhername in it instead. When she was about to askherfriend what's going on, she saw the guystandingin front of her. He used sign language tellingher "I've spent a year's time to learn signlanguage. Just to let you know that I've notforgotten our promise. Let me have the chancetobe your voice. I Love You. With that, heslipped thering back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. wah

dis story so touching i wanna cry. haha

aniwaes.. lets tok bout yesterdae.. it was jess's bdae! haah.. happi bdae okie!

i lurve u! ;)

in e evening went RI choir concert.

b4 tt i went orchard mrt stn to pass viv her worksheets. haha

den i had to go e opp direction n i got all confused..

i tot i was at dhoby ghaut.

den i was like.. nxt stop. alight at nxt stop.

den e speaker had e ting ting tong tong tong..

'nxt stop, somerset'

i was like.. ah.. spoil wan. e nxt stop is city hall.

so e train stopped n i alighted.. den e c e sign..

SOMERSET

uh oh.. rili meh.. its city hall wad.. den i turned..

SOMERSET

o shit.. its somerset! den e train so full la.

i was like.. o no.. SQUEEEEZZE. ahh.

okie. den i reached city hall. meet clara ahbelle n yingwai

den went to eat.

clara so farnie.. she looks so career-womanly

den e wae she carry her handbag oso so funny

like some high class taitai go drink hi tea,

juz tt she was eating nasi bryani.

n a huge chicken wing

aaah. gtg,, update nxt time! ta!

yo peeple heehee.. v long nv update ah cuz got so many dumb dumb test irritating leh.. but i passed them at least. phew. but a math i think i gonna fail. i fergot my surds n i duno my logarithm! hohoho.. get readi to diee.. i din do soo many qns la. bleh neh mind nxt time work harder everybody! ask mi to jia you jia you! heehee k la dunneed.. i tell myself can liao. bleh im so lame. aniwae.. e oac dance is like.. duno how to involve e whole class. i suggest dey shud postpone it somemore. heehee.. cuz we all got cca n blabla den no time to practice enuff.. haii.. hmm ltr goin ri choir concert. shudn hav bot e ticket leh.. all my good good goood frens nv go dis wan.. a lot of seniors. hmm neh mind la.. k i end here, nth to rite. hee. tata!

heyzee.. todae i was so pissed.. cuz choir needa sell e new yr goodies ma den my good frens all nv buy. den some even treat mi like i wasn dere. felt like kickin dem. if u noe hu u r den good.listen to mi i wanted to kick ur face. aniwae.. i was wif taupok n taufu den we were like.. sufferin frm depression. i think hor.. everyone purposeli dowanna bring money todae la. den all e reasons e same wan. "todae i broke! no money!" "so expensive!" "i got sore throat!" "y muz i pay fer u to go hawaii!?" den i was like.. so damn pissed e whole recess.. dey cannot c we so poor thing skip recess den cudn study fer cham n math test while dey cud. n dey oso din noe tt we HAD to pay for the trip too.. n it isnt 10 dollars.. its more than 200 times. so y cant dey juz buy la. not like dey pay money get nothing in return wad. dey get to eat kuih bangkit..pineapple roll.. love letter.. wadeva dere is la. NEwae.. shall not bother bout pissing stuff.. SMILE JEANNIE> SMILE!! i wanted to cry juz now lo. wok round e whole skool. thank u haiyun n szeling n her fren! xinmei too! *muax! u brightened up my dae! o n oso e sec 4 gur hu bought frm us when we were abt to close stall. x) thnks a million! u made mi recover frm stupid depression. hmmph chill chill. haii todae e test ah.. i so irritated w myself!! 25 x 3 i wrote 45!!! aarrghh.. careless la! neh mind. o yea ms chye was tokin bout wad wud happen in hawaii sounds interesting. whee!!! haha.. awwe i miss mummy! she went new york to work. but its juz a week. she'll b bak soon! =D hmm i think tts it la. not much mood to write. =(( depressin n sleepi dae. o my sis noes how to swim liao. haha yayy so proud of her. byebye!

[[ i wanna see jesus lifted high!! ]] yoyo peeple.. came bak frm church.=D mornin we read e purpose driven life thingy. *life is a temporary assignment* we're preparin fer eternity.. so we cant b too attached with stuff tts not eternal. like.. money.. den e speaker so funni.. like to sae 'beligood!' hah. den aft lunch we had bible studee. ("\/")LOVE.. haha// look like heart shape anot.. \ / aniwaes.. i finalli knew tt corinthians is a church. haha.. den we tok bout e tongue language. wonder how izit like to speak in e language of e tongue. tt time i went city harvest/ it was e first time i heard language of e tongue. hmm.. den we learnt tt love is v impt. yepyep.. 1Corinthians 13:1-13 1. If i speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am but only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2. If i have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if i have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, i am nothing. 3. if i give all i possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but do not have love, i gain nothing. 4. love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5. It is not rude,it is not self- seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8. Love never fails. But where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10. but when perfection comes, the imperfect disppears. 11. When I was a child, i talked like a child, i thought like a child, i reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish ways behind me. 12. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now i know in part; then i shall know fully, even as i am fully known. 13. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. whee.. thought of e dae.. haha. loveyourenemies.loveyourenemies.loveyourenemies. oopsie.. i haven bott stuff fer my mortal. hehe nvm.. later.. or tmr.. wahaha. aniwae.. i think SF is sorta splittin apart. nv have e time fer interaction. =( aah. im excited. we gonna have sf tee. whee.. i hope we have some overseas trip leh. den can bond.. wif our jooniors.=D haii.. cant believe im sec3!! can u believe it.. haa.. im a SENIOR. upper sec. sounds so strange la.. guess i'll adapt to it aft sometime.. hehe..

boo.. i needa do sum duno wad chinese journal thingy..

i've been speakin chinese at home since young.

den i juz realised tt i sound v weird when i speak chinese leh..

like i juz learnt how to liddat.. haha..

den tt time i sing chinese song fiona was like:

i think u sound better singin english.

=(

neh mind la.

english easier. chinese so difficult leh. v chim chim..

den e words so ez forget.

heehee. oki la. i go n write my chinese journal.. *faints*

='(( y do dey hav such things la..

kk i shall scram.=D

love u guys!

God Loves You!