my dad's gone to singapore!
im stuck at home...
haha nah..
i'll be going to vicki's =D

but i've got so much work to do
i dont know where to start from! =((
and im going to cook rice for lunch.
BY MYSELF!
auntie jane asked 'do u wanna eat at home or go out to eat?'
then i didnt wanna ma fan them..
so i was like.. eat at home..
hehe.cook rice? no problem!...rite?
haha im so useless..

last night:
OCF annual general meeting
adeline gave us daffodils cuz it was daffodil day-fundraising for cancer research
she gave the girls.. cus everytime a guy came to ask why we have flowers i will be like
"for pretty girls. you want?"
haha then they will be like
'huh. oh no thanks.. hahah'
so funny.. i thot uni ppl v mature one.. they so childish.
then that kenneth say i dont deserve the flower!
he took it and gave it to Liz!
who of course, being nice and sweet, gave it to me again.haha
ytd kristi wasnt with me! she flew to melbourne and left me behind..
=(
i ate so much ytd. ive been eating so much lately..
i wonder if i've got any problems..
like a brain problem or stomach problem that tells me to eat and eat and eateateateateateat
haha
i was complaining i had a very filling dinner during the agm but aft tt i gulped down so many choc chip cookies!
but they were so good.. i couldnt help it.
hehe

hello squattiee!!
its such a busy weekend..
i have..
friday: CHOIR REHEARSAL! OCF BIBLE STUDY!
saturday: BALLET! WORSHIP NIGHT!
sunday: CHOIR PERFORMANCE! cant go to church =( STUPID HOMEWORK AND STUDYING FOR TESTS!

i just returned frm worship night. it was AWESOME. the piano keyboard man is so pro man.
i cant say that.. i must say PROPROPROPROproPROproPROPROpropro!!!!!!
very pro! hahha. i think he has perfect pitch..
when someone just sang out a song randomly he can just catch the key and play it on the keyboard without mistakes! my jaw nearly dropped out.
and the choir performance, we are performing with some orchestra and other choirs.
one of them is this boys choir..THEY ARE SO PRO TOOO!!!
they are all so small!! like 10 plus and some are even tinier! and they sing like some pro sopranos! i was almost fainting...boys!! shouldn they be out climbing trees instead?
so small already start singing so professionally... aiyo...
this weekend is like the MEET THE PROS weekend. ahah
gah. i cant go out nxt weekend.
nxt nxt weekend is long weekend!
i'll be at vicky's.
nxtnxtnxt wkend and nxt nxt nxt nxt wk is year 11 camp!
so fast...16 august i'll be having senior recital night-im singing THE PRAYER.this is some exam thingy...
23 august i'll be having interhouse dance.FUN!
31 august i'll be having interschool dance.BOLLYWOOD!
one of those days will be capaf-creative and performing arts festival-CALIFORNICATION! (i'll be playing drums! i know... you cant believe im learning that.. learn to ACCEPT FACTS! i just learnt it this year and my teacher actually said im good okay!HAHA)
and im not coming back in october.
1.save money
2.need to study
3.ppl have been complaining that im back to Singapore too many times! x(
holiday what! i miss singapore what! complain for what... dont come back dont come back lor.hahaha.

thinking back about my first days in perth..
it surely has improved heaps now..
at least i can laugh and be crazy and be myself.
sometimes shy and quiet, sometimes loud and tingtong
a bit more balanced i guess..
i used to be SUPER SILENT
at least now i talk
at least now i know ppl
at least now my good friend is my silly roommate!
a few days back her wardrobe door collapsed! hahha
it was detached from the hinges!
and she had to use my mirror. GOSH
haha. and she has to make extra effort to keep her wardrobe tidy cus it'll be easily seen by the housees(housemothers.)
yeah as i was saying..
at least i enjoy stuff i do now
at least i have many ppl to bully now. MUAHAHAHA

oh ya! i forgot to bring my school shoe for tomorrow's choir performance. haha
so funny..
then i asked someone to bring it for me cuz i left it in the boarding hse.
so malu. and i dont know her that well somemore. hehe
OH WELLS. i'll get to know her/

WHAT I LEARNT FROM FRIDAY BIBLE STUDY:
exodus3-4
God heard the Israelites' cries and asked Moses to go talk to Pharoah.
BURNING BUSH THAT DID NOT BURN!
haha
anyway..IMPORTANT POINT: dont think you are not good enough to do some stuff God wants you to do. ok.. you may have your inadequacies. BUT GOD IS IN CONTROL! HE WILL EQUIP YOU! so dont worry!
lets see moses..he was apprehensive,doubtful of his ability, incompetent,just like you and me!
BUT GOD SAID:"who gave man his mouth?who makes him deaf or mute? who gives him sight or makes him blind? is it not I, the Lord?"

INDEED IT IS! xD
NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR THEE!YAY!

today.
ballet:
carried on with pointe and choreography..
i was so happy i could think of steps to do.
we're doing alice in wonderland as a class item..
its so cute! hahah. and funny too.
as usual, my toes are crying out in pain!
I AM CRYING OUT IN PAIN!

driving:
yeap i learnt to drive today.
daddy was so annoying..
i was like.. umm.. whr's the hole for the key?
he pointed to some place on the left of the steering wheel..
i touched about and couldnt find a keyhole!
AND I REALISED IT WAS ON MY RIGHT!
grr. how annoying.. then i have this habit on stepping on things with a lot of strength..
hahah. i did that to the brakes and accelerator.
when i did that on the brakes, my dad nearly flew out of the car.. at 10km/hr
(it was goin so slow i thot it was 1km/hr)
that's when we realised we dont have our seatbelts on!
when i did the same thing on the accelerator, nth happened cuz it was on parked mode..
so there was just a VROOOOMM sound. which was rili cool. haha.
my dad's car sounds like a motorbike!
anyway.. it was a stressful hour for me.
it was an EMPTY carpark. that was good tho.
cuz i forgot that when carparks have cars you dont have much space to move about.
bleah.

dinner,
to vicky's home:
had coffee made by their funky coffee machine.
listened to victoria's funny story..
its actually a sentence long but she took forever to say it..
cuz she would start 'one day i was rollerblading in singapore and then this indian girl on her bicycle..HAHAHHAHAHHA!!'
and then she starts over again and does exactly the same thing over and over again.
so her dad asked her to start from indian girl instead..
so she was like 'the indian girl..HAHAHHAHA!'
so what wassit??
'one day i was rollerblading in singapore and this indian girl on her bicycle behind me banged into my arse.'
i could imagine.. haha

my life plan..(sort of)
im going to get married in my early twenties [20/22]
have my first child at ard 24
i think i want to have a son first then after that a daughter.
haha.
then i should date that person as long as possible so.. 3-4 yrs.
THAT MEANS..i only have 1-2yrs to find a husband!
oh no!
haha.
i'll go make another plan then.

helo squattie! =D
yesterday was a horrible day which turned out to be great! =))
horrible:sports day.
well.. just some parts of it..
cuz my close friends are all in other houses so i was lonely.="(
and i was irritated cuz i think i was one of those who cheered the most and the irritating person gave other ppl sweets but didnt offer me any! wad kinda leader!
who would wanna join the house if she's so irritating.grrr.
ok she is not irritating. but what she did (or did not do) WAS VERY UPSETTING!
x(
but there were fun times.. like when i played LEADERBALL (funfunfun!)
when hannah and i tried to run the hurdles for fun
and had chinese singing competitions with kristi and her chinese friends
even sitting on mei and squashing her into a roti prata was fun

then when the event was ending i realised my bag was wet and my jacket had brown stains as if it was stepped on!
WHAT ARE EYES FOR! cant stand it when ppl trample their way around with their eyes in their pocket..grrr
so that spoiled my mood for the rest of the day.. or so i thought.
i wasnt excited for the boarders' ball cuz i was so pissed that morning
but after that i had no time to rmbr to be moody or pissed
we hardly had much time to prepare for the ball!
showered, fetched stuff frm my dad, dried my hair, dried nicole's hair, dried melyse's hair,
did my makeup, did nicole's hair,a little of nicole's makeup

sentence of the day:"living in the boarding hse has certainly improved my makeup skills!"(hannah thornton the silly nutty roommate)

then i hopped into my dress, jumped into my shoes, grabbed my bag and flew down the stairs.
we were all in such a rush! and we actually were thinking of watching E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen while preparing! haha.
when we were there we helped get food to the boat. i mean CRUISE..small cruise.TINY CRUISE.
then we waited.. kristi and i were starving! we didnt have dinner!
anyway, we sat on a bench and studied the different dresses and gowns.
come to think of it.. the pictures i took only had heads.. no dresses no shoes.. haha..
OOPS.
then hannah went to meet her date, MATT
nicole met her date, SAM
i met my date,KRISTI
and she met hers, JEANNIE.
HAHA. reasons i didnt bring a date: i dont rili know anyone, i prefer hanging out with my female friends(HAHA), im too selfish to pay for someone i dont know.HEEHEE
but it was lotsa fun..
better than the past 2 dinnerdances.
cuz i think i know more ppl and im more comfy with them so yeah.
we ATE the moment we stepped into the boat.
haha. kristi, patricia and me.
our fav hangout place was the table of food la DUH!
while everyone danced away we were busy pigging out. haha.
i think we really looked like some dateless losers eating our night away.
and patricia said i made it more obvious that im eating a lot when i try to be secretive.
HOW CAN! but the chips and sushi were so irresistable..
panita walked pass..'wow! the sushi's almost finished!'
us three: (turns around, back facing her) 'cant be us..'
hahaha. no dinner wad.. eat more la.
then sat and talked, danced, took pictures of heads.. haha.
part of the reason y i felt more comfy was cuz there were more asians.
HAAH. oh no im racist! haha im not la!
i just know how to talk to asians better.
hmm.. loved it other than the fact that my feet ached after so much dancing.heeheee.

im back in perth!
=/
well its not that bad la. haha
BUT! on the first day of school we had to do athletics trials!
*faints*
i ran 100m and i was fine.
but when i woke up the next day i could hardly walk normally!
plus i had interhouse dance practice!
i was like.. OUCH OUCH OUCH!!
its really painful okay.. u wont understand one. haha
the nxt day it got worse~!
he..hehe..
my theory tcher was like u have to massage it and bla..
then she massaged for me.
i was like.. OOOOWWWWW!!!!
yeah. so that was the highlight of the week.
other than that, it was rushing thru tons of work.
haha.
oh gosh. last night i watched krists's vcd: e zhuo ju zhi wen
its like the best drama serial ever. heeehe
i watched till 5plus am!
hmm..ooops? hehe. oh wells.. =D
love that show!
its so funny..
and the girl is so cute like me thats why i like her even more.HAHHAHA
and yuan chang is so.. COOL! HAWT! wadeva!haha
okay. cya squattie.
<3
ps thank God i finished the work i had to and that he brought me thru the week without any scoldings =)) cuz i have been so disorganized..hehe

---mr vaccuum n me in thomson plaza(memory lane!)
HEYYY SQUUUAAATTIIIEEE!
guess wad?? im meeting nicole tham today!
my pri sch bestie x)
havent talked to her for a zillion donkey years!
so many things to catch up and we are only meeting for one hour!
gosh..
anyway.. be thankful for what u have...=D
oh this morning was so funny..
i was video-ing my little sister..
eat-sleeping before school.
ahaha.. she didnt realise at all la.
so funny.. mebbe she did but she was too caught up with sleep-eating to bother bout me.
haha. oh wells.
cant believe my hol's ending!
=(((
sadsadsad
i dont wanna go to school!!!
the boarding hse wont b that bad cuz i have a silly roomie!
HANNAH! =DD
but still.. =(
didnt get to catch up with lotsa ppl...
--audeedee looking like a blur sotong!HAHA!
we shall wait till december then.
haha
IM ALREADY EXCITED! WHEEE!!
just some random pics i took on mingming's bday

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAMBU TAN LI MING!
hah k la.. since its her birthday..
i take back the rambu ok?
haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY (NO RAMBU) ARIEL TAN LIMING!<3<3
public apology:
sorry tanliming for letting u wait for 40 minutes this morning!
heres the story..
the dear bday girl, being so kind and lovely, slept 3 hrs when she could actually sleep 4,
to come all the way to sengkang to help me choose what clothes i'll wear when we go out.
i set my phone alarm at 8.40am.. it rang.. but i didnt hear it.. and then it was switched off.. so yeah. the poor thing has to wait 40 mins for me..
SORRY MINGMING! hehehe
anyway.. photos tmr!
gtg sleep now. NITES!

SQUATTIE!
okay.. minhui taught me to change the pic size.
haha
im such a computer idiot.
oh wells. i learn something new everyday!
=D
by the way.. today i went to school!
haha and i saw the lovely cedarians!
(im one of them k! im lovely too!)
anyway yeah. great to c them! x)
miss 4M and choir so much
and the choir sounds so much like angels!
cedar choir is super ok. SUPER!
taupokpok too! she's the coolest student conductor i know.
no. 1 she's the only student conductor i've seen
no.2 she's super
that sums up abt everything ;D

halfway thru choir when i was so absorbed in the angelic voices of my dear cedar choir,
3 bimbos came to kidnap me
kept dingdong-ing.
they were trying to imitate the choir.
meaniepoks.
duno how to sing stil ding dong ding dong.
haha SO BIMBOTIC
anyway aft that we went to dada together.
i cut hair!
it looks ok at one angle and then i move a little bit it becomes awful.
=/
rrarrh.
ive got an ok pic
after this i have to go sleep..
im being a mother for the day.
HURHUR
nites!

overdressed?! HAHA dress up game at liming's hse (wearin my tee,ming's corset,skirt n tie)


my cool hair--braidbun-the in thing!
shushu's nice bun (not the in thing)HEEHEE


eee mingming?!CAMERA SHY?! come on la. acting only...


at dada salon...


aaahh! whrs my fringe!?


amusing oursleves on the bus home..


BYEBYE! hahah

why why why..
sometimes i dont get it.
WHY do i have such low patience for the people im closest too.
WHY do i take them for granted?
WHY am i not appreciative of the things they do for me?
WHY cant i be nicer to them?
WHY dont i treat them with as much patience as i do to friends and strangers?
WHY cant i be sensitive to their feelings?
WHY cant i be generous towards them?
WHY cant i be more understanding?
im such a 2 faced freak.
I WANT TO LOVE THEM MORE AND MORE!
and mORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE!

finally i got to meet my dear friends..
sunday my church mates!
monday my clover mates!
and talked to shushu n prissy fu on the fone.
nice to catch up with them.. =D
ALL OF THEM! xD
oh beibei's yuhua band concert was super!
haha nice!
camp meeting was cool. DOT IS SUPER!
=D
she's cool ok. COOL CHAIRMAN!
heehee.
12yrs fren! u look good with your nice hair and nice sandals!
so i think u shudn cut your hair!
=)

tmr im goin to prissy fu's hse and watch her dance
and help her if i can. haha
yayy!STICKER!

BAN GOSSIPS!
gossips are bad!
gossips break friendships!
why is it so difficult for me to stand up for ppl whom i think need to be defended?!
JEANNIE!!! HAVE COURAGE!

YES IM BACK IN SINGAPORE
i reached here fri night
i'll go back on 23rd jul!
haha.
everyone asks the same qn.. GOSH
haha i understand.. its natural to ask but i was repeating myself over n over again.
I NEED PATIENCE! x(
okie gtg.
TATA SQUATTIE!