time really flies...
=(
cant believe i have to go back soon..
nxt monday!
and i'll b all alone in the plane..
maybe with some air stewardess running after me to make sure i dont get lost.
im tellin myself it wont be as bad as the beginning of school cuz i know the ppl now.
but its still different. =(
i love the ppl here..
=((
i dont wanna go..
plus its exam term..
yucks.
im supposed to visit my tuition teachers but i've been so lazy..
=/ i suddenly feel like i've wasted so so much time.
rarrh. how irritating.
hmph..
im goin to cedar tmr.
cus tt day i went i forgot to collect my o lvl cert.
so my mum wants me to go get it.
and then i can see my frens for the last time before i leave.
hhah sounds like some tragic story..
haii.HAII.HAAAAAIIIIII.
i wanna stay here!

my bs grp. we rock lots. we were first in bible study quiz! dont playplay ah! =)


out with the tingtongs.. rambutan and dinedine trying to hide their pimples!


kfc has no more 2.55 mushroom meal! its now 2.75! grrr..


sports day morning in orchard. macs had no breakfast in the morning!


garde toes! x)


lovely ballet buddies! <3


wenzhen the bible study teacher!she rocks! haha. hey its really difficult to get her pic!


celebrating our birthdays.. my gong gong and me!


i find this pic funny.. my younger cuzzin adrian and me being lame..


me and geraldine my cuzzin..<3


out with kristi, who gave me a toilet bowl scrub as a FUNNY birthday pressie. HAHAAHA!


an artistic photo of kristi in arab st. save your comments to yourself. I FIND IT ARTISTIC.

squattie!
my feet's killing me..
aaahh... long shopping hours/walking hours..
phew..
out with kristi to 'celebrate' my bdae.
and she decided to be funny and gave me a funny present..
TOILET BOWL SCRUB!
thanks kristi.. hahah.
but tts not the real one.
the real one is on its way =))
so we walked..
and then she points...
and i look...
and i wonder..
and i continue looking..
banner? nope..
shark man dummy? no..
RACHEL TAN! hahah..
the 3 study-in-stmarys-girls-from-singapore met! how cool..
my bdae was 23rd april her bdae is 25th april. kristi one.. february. haha
anyways..
thanks to all of you who wished me happy birthday=D
each one of u made tt day really special!
im rili tired..
went to my uncle's dental clinic just now in the morning..
he put some orange tasting thing called fluoride on my teeth..
it was yummy at first..
then it became quite gross when i got sick of it.
haha
thanks to my dearest friends and also my family for making my stay here so special =)
not leaving yet but just in case i dont get the chance to blog...
i wanna let you guys know that you rock =D

have i mentioned that im already in Singapore?
hehe. mebbe..
but to those who are wondering when im coming back.. im back.
heehee
and i'll be goin back on mon,may1st morning.
i'll b sad to leave tho.
i have to struggle with a heavy luggage all alone.
haha. and of course.. my lovely friends xD

thurs.
went back to cedar at recess time.
was glad to be able to experience cedar life agn.
haha. i was sitting near killer bees during physics.
mr yau was thinkin of a way to close the shutters whr the hive was.
he got insecticide and SPRAYED AND SPRAYED..
"i think we'll die before they do" someone said.
haha.. thats so true..
we were all choking cus of the smell and the wasps looked normal.
in the end we got the shutters shut and continued our lesson.
so glad to catch up with classmates, choirmates and juniors.
didnt get to talk to the teachers.
i may make anth surprise visit before i leave..
heehee.
aft school the clover- mingming ger shuen jeannie
were supposed to go plaza sing.
shuen had no money in her ezlink!
she only had bus concession!
NO CHOICE..
we went to j8.
it wasnt bad at all tho.
laughed lots.. shuen's such a clown. haha
ger and liming too.
had a sumptuous lunch.. (for broke people)
2.75! kfc mushroom burger.
not good.. i rmbr it was 2.55 =(
when i ordered i was like 'may i have 275 please'
it sounds so long now...
two se-ven five
it used to be two-five-five
plus the fact that i have to pay 20cents more after goin thru the trouble of pronuncing the extra syllables. hahah OH WELLS
then we took pics and walked round n went home.

fri.
it was cool =D
met ger in the mrt (we planned to meet)
liming woke up late so she had to take train herself.
not really herself tho.
her father took the same train. haha
anyways.. me n ger stopped at dhoby ghaut.
and we waited at the screen thingy in front of the escalators.
tt thing is like the coolest!
hahaha. we were kicking the floor like some kukutingtongs.
cus the moomoo cow could be kicked! HEEHEE.
amusing huh!
then we went to taka. no food places were open at that time.
we sat outside zara and smth.
painted our nails green. xD GARDE!! OOLALA!
aiyah i'll update afterwards. TATA!

hey squattie im back back back! =D
its so hot though.
haha. im melting!
i can hardly breathe! the air is so humid..
hah
but its so good to be home.
just tt i have to stay home while everybody goes to school.
i watched 'innocent steps' today.
its a korean movie about dancing. samba and chacha kinda dance.
anth movie that made me cry.
heehee.

troubled.guilty.
i'm selfish. i'm immature.
i'm not worth liking.
nobody is lucky to have me.
i'm a pain. i'm a burden.
i'm not appreciative.
conclusion: no happy endings.

funny how i love watching all the romantic movies
and none of them happens to me in real life.
maybe im too practical and down to earth.
too unromantic..
too caught up in fairytales to focus on real life.
im sorry.
guess im not meant to be in love.

hey squattie =D
not much fun and play this weekend...
but i went for bs with ocf-overseas christian fellowship
it was really good. and it reminded me of bs in singapore. hehe.
like.. all asians.. a few singaporeans.. and everytime when there's a qn,
it'll be so quiet kinda thing. like we are waiting for others to answer the questions for us.
hah. we studied ephesians 2 and 3
learnt lotsa things..like Paul was saying he was unworthy of the mission to tell the people that Jesus is the Messiah but it was by God's grace that this honourable job was given to him and to complete this missions, he actually suffered quite a lot.
david raised the point that Paul sees it as an honour and it was a huge task of very very high importance. come to think of it, that is so noble of him.
like for me, i dont really think of it like an honour to spread the gospel,
instead its like something i know i have to do but havent been doing much cuz im scared to.
its somewhat like a "burden" sometimes..
like.. spread the gospel? sure!... err.. but.. but so weird.. scared la.. dont want la..
whereas in Paul's case, i reckon it would be
how i wish i could spread the gospel..i can? oh my goodness but im so unworthy of this important task! thank God for His overflowing grace! i better do this to the best i can!
*grace=something good that you do not deserve but is given to you
we are given that honourable task so we should do it as an honourable task. not dreaded chore or smth. lets be excited to bring more people into God's family!
show them God's love for all of us and how He wants us in heaven!
that was an inspiring bible study i must say..

i had ballet the next day.
pointe again! WHEE! OUCH..
haha yeah thats how i feel.
i have always been so excited to learn pointe but its quite painful.
like the weight of the whole big me is on my ten tiny toes.
not really la. but my 2 feet instead. hmm
isnt that how everyone usually walks?
haha. argh. its just different.
but i think i look very graceful in pointe.
just tt i cant really walk gracefully on pointe.

im coming home soon! yayy.
cant wait. how exciting. =D

heyy squattie..
i feel so healthy i go jogging so often now.
haha. actually i go jogging often LAST WEEK.
this week im a bit lazy. maybe cuz my jogging mates jog too much.
hehe. oh wells.
kristi said if we continue jogging and build up our stamina, we'll be fit enough to join athletics.
haha. after my 3yrs and some mths in choir,
being in athletics in primary school doesnt really make a difference in my stamina anymore.
i am a lazy pig.
BUT. i'll train and become a sporty pig!
watch out people! when i come back,
be prepared to call me.. MUSCLE GIRL!
haha. as if i would be full of muscles.
im such a weakling! maybe it'll change!
you never know.. muahhaha.

lemme talk bout my weekend..

FRI
after school, packed, went ballet.
this lady took over mrs waldron.
her name was jodie. hahah
she was so good at ballet.
she looks so professional even when she's just doing some simple super basic steps!
one day, i'll be like her!
its just a matter or when.. (ages?)
and a matter of where! (in my dreams!)
hah bother..
aft tt my dad drove around perth.
uncle janson came to see houses with his friend.
im not sure where my dad drove.. he said he wanted to show them the 'swan river'
but we didnt go there. and my sleep-in-the-car syndrome attacked me..
my eyelids were heavy,
my mind was drained.
I was dead tired.
I succumbed to my tiredness..
I went into lala land.
Went to buy noodles for dinner. Yum.
Went to subi church for Friday night live.
I was actually supposed to attend the OCF overseas Christian fellowship.
BUT.. being blur.. I was only blur on tt day..
Im not a blur person by nature as you have always known.. haah
Yeah I turned up at the wrong place. But who cares.. it was fun. Inspiring too.
Dean, the youth helper was talking bout salt and light penetrating and all.. I thought it was real cool cus he switched off all the lights and lit a candle.
It doesn’t sound v moving but It did move me.
Cuz like in the dark, just a tiny spark lights up the whole room..
Its like in this world, many people are living in the dark, not knowing Christ and all, but we, as light of the earth, should not use the bowl to cover the flame, but shine it with pride and bring light to other’s life.
It was all so meaningful to me.

Aft church, went to vicki’s hse.
She helped me finish my noodles. Heehee.
then I went to her room.. I tried on her school u.
I love her school u. its so so cool.
Its like.. a policewoman in the 80s to me.
Vernon said I look like a Japanese school girl..
I think it’s a compliment. Hahah.
How can it not be?!
But her uniform is so much nicer than mine.
Mine is maroonish and checkered. Not cool type of checkered..
Its plain weird. But I don’t like dread wearing the uniform each day..
Everyone wears it! Ahha. And the good thing for boarders is that..
You don’t have to iron it and no one realizes! Hahah
I have never ever in my whole entire life ironed that stmarys uniform. Never.
Haha.

Next day we woke up at 5am!
Went to north mole to FISH.
Before that we went to anth place I don’t know the name..
But it was so so beautiful..
Literally CRYSTAL CLEAR WATERS.
Not like Singapore river or even sentosa, west coast east coast’s a little bit smelly waters.
This was just so beautiful.
I don’t understand why ours is so different. Haha.
In north mole we were feeding the tiny crabs with prawns.
Cute. Haha. I mean me. No la. The crabs la.
Then went baack blabla.
Michelle was coming with her family in e evening.
We decided to make her a poster to make her feel welcomed.
We drew butterflies and stuff..
It was really cool.
I was so amazed by my artistic talent.
Hahaha. Nah. I’ve always known my artistic talent.. as if I have any.
But I felt quite good when I gave it to her.
Like.. I felt that she was feeling better.
Even if it was just a teeny weeny bit, it did make a difference.

Sunday
Had brekkie. So full..
Went subi church
Went to have lunch with aliya’s family.
Went home.
Slept.
Did work.
Went online
Went Woolworths
Bought food
Bought blanket cover! xD
So cute! It has little fairies on it.
Had dinner.
Returned to boarding hse.
Gtg. Hahah
Quote of the day: add value to people’s lives.

hoho this wont be too long cus i have to do my laundry soon.
this sounds so not me. but oh wells.
I'M NOT A SPOILT BRAT!
am i? of course not! i have photos to prove!
all the duties that i do. haha.
how responsible can i get..
i just cant help it xD
anyways.. today during english we watched this video.
its like migrant's experience..
im living a migrants life! ha i feel like one.
like.. i'll always see myself as an asian n stuff..
alright. photo time..



saving the needy boy


car ads to earn extra cash. (money is hard to come by these days..)hahah


washing cups!


vaccuuming the floor..phew! hardwork ok!


upgrading myself to use apple computers! this picture was taken by a camera IN the computer itself. and they have so many of these computers here! that explains our school fees! faints.


fighting evil...


chilling out! what an exhausting day! haha! gtg!! tas!

heya squattie=))
school was good today..
i rmbr last friday i was so sosoooo homesick..
i was crying at my dad's place. aha..
but i was fine e nxt day..
we went to subi church.
it was rili nice.
lots of singaporeans too.

then we went to victoria's hse and watched power rangers with ivan.
ivan's soooo kewt! he's like only 3 and when he watches power rangers he keeps making those fighting actions and sounds that go 'hoo! hoo! hoo!'
hhaha. ivan is michelle's younger brother. michelle's father is vic's dad's fren.
yeah. he's so cute! haha. then when we wanna take a picture of him he'll make that spiderman handsign. awww..

we had dinner at a chinese restaurant. the prawns were YUMMY.
i dont know what they had on it but it was salty and had some egg taste. like fried egg taste.
aft tt we started talking bout what happened when we first saw each other.
victoria thought i was rili mature cuz my mum asked me to serve roti prata to the guests.
hmm. haha. im mature wad right? haha.
i only had an impression that victoria likes taking pictures and she was quite friendly.
she still is friendly. ahha
vernon.. i thought he was weird cus he kept pulling my hair and telling him if it hurts.
well.. duh? haha. but he seemed childish. he is childish. oh wells.. what do you expect when he's just a few yrs older than jodie.. but he's generous. and he explains that his childishness came from being the youngest kid in the family. its called the youngest kid syndrome. haha
vincent claimed he was drunk but he was fake drunk. he didn seem drunk at all in fact. ahah. oh wells. i rmbr everyone was hiding in their parent's walk in closet for almost 10minutes and victoria still couldnt find us.. that was funny.
funnier still.. i was hiding in e shower and victoria came in to hide, not knowing i was there.. when she turned around to see me grinning at her i think she had a shock of her life. heehee. we were laughing but we had to keep silent.. hoho..

today.
i ate so much for recess and when i was thinking 'oh no i cant eat lunch anymore'
i rmbred i have cake day for music aft recess! faints.
we had veryvery rich chocolate puddings. ssoooo filling.
sam made it. it had rasberry inside. yumm..
and ellie brought muffins. mmm..
ms petrie wasn around cuz of yr8 camp
mr harrison let us watch a don giovanni video..
they called him donni G hahah. hippy name!
its like opera and blah. *yawns*
it was quite funny the way the class reacted..
cus it was like in the old centuries, we had stupid questions like..
why do men wear tights? isnt that supposed to be socks?
why does the bride look like she has a huge maggot on her head?
stuff like that.. hah
went for drum lesson 5minutes before lunch ended..
the room has no air con... maybe the teacher didnt switch it on.
lesson was fun.
early childhood.. phy sci..
oh e girl who sits nxt to me, fiona, has the same birthday as audeedee! wooo..
i told her that and she said 3 girls including her had the same birthday in our school.
oooo..
haha alrightee gtg!
love! God loves you!

i miss Singapore..
church
cedar
choir
ballet
FOOD
shopping centres
of course the people inside them too!
as in people in church cedar choir ballet and shopping centres? haha
oh dinner time! cya ppl!
oh IMPORTANT NOTE!
my tag board is blocked over here..
so i cant read and reply the tags.
APOLOGIES!