AAAAHHH!!
im in no mood to study! =P
media media media!
eew eeww eewww!
its not as fun as i expected cus i forgot abt the technical n theory stuff we have to learn..
its like answering the same qn over and over again..
actually they give you many qns..
but they all mean almost the same thing!!
you start off fine but towards the end u feel like you're repeating yourself so u'll be like...
yes.. i did that.. YAARRRR!!! I SAID THAT!!! and yeah.
hahah u feel like strangling that poor worksheet.
rarrh. cant wait for the long weekend.
no exams!!!
but i have early childhood assignment! bleah
now i cant even have my long weekend in peace.
ahh, wadeva.
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE! =D
okay. i need to be a good girl and tape my nose to the media book.
I WANNA DO WELL!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!
I THINK>>
hahah can la can la. xP
I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!
oh yeah. i should write the stuff im thankful for over here..
I THANK GOD FOR..
- sending my mum n sis here.. cus my mum cooks nicer food than my dad. HAHA
- putting me in OCF. tho its a uni thing(to think i didnt know!), its real fun and the ppl are nice =) and glenna has 2 nice dogs n one nice kitten. hahah. and esther makes nice brownies.(instant mix) hahaha
- answering my prayers. =D
- my friends here and there (as in Oz and s'pore)
- my church.
- that i could bring kristi n sue may to church.. IM GONNA BRING SOMEMORE! (those are already christians.. nxt time i'll bring non christians! we could form some sort of church group in the boarding house. hahaha. sounds cool hey!
hahahah
actually many good things happened this week. =D
PRAISE THE LORD!
alritee then. im off to get my nose stuck in my media book.
LOVE YOUR ENEMIES! =D
cuz after u love them, u'll have no more enemies!
everything makes so much sense!

I HAVE BEEN STUDYING FROM 8plus in the morning till 5
AND IM GOIN TO CONTINUE!!!
sounds so long hey.. 9hours!
goodness gracious!
hahh. minus 2hrs maybe for lunch and distractions..
7 hours! thats a lot still!
xD
but what have i done?
only 2 chapters of science.
hahah
AAAAHHHHH!!!! what a freak..
if only i could be some superwoman...
WOOOSHH!
ok. im done studying.
how cool is that.
ahhah.
maybe i can lay my notes on my head and let diffusion take place.
AHAHH. lamo.
BLEH
im freezinggg!!
its coollld here..
during lunch hannah insisted on staying outdoors and sitting on the grass with the boarders..
so we did..
and i sat there looking like some ice statue eating some funny tasting mutton-like-sausage-roll..
its not exactly round.. why do they call it a roll..
anyway.
i've something cool!
duno if i said it cus i CANT ACCESS BLOGS!
but we have a QUIET TIME GROUP! =D
in the boarding house.
it currently has 4 ppl.
kristi, s'pore, yr12
suemay, m'sia, yr10
mei terdtoontaveedej (i purposely wrote her surname cuz im so proud of my spelling skills. =D), half thai half s'pore, yr10
and me,s'pore'yr11

but its goin to grow!! cus i'll get nicole sie to join..
kristi will get amanda sie to join (they are sisters thats y they have same surname. yes i solved ur riddle. haha)
sue may will get rebecca wilson to join..
soon enough.. we'll be big and strong! =D
i hope that this group will help each other..
that we will not be afraid to spread the faith.. =D
and i have a feeling that margot is a christian..
that would be cool..
i'll go find out. =D
yeah as i was saying..
we'll strengthen each other's faith
we'll make each other be proud of being a christian..
not that we're not proud of it..
but over here, tho its a christian school..
the ppl r so not religious at all..
sometimes they even seem quite anti.
heh. so..
we'll pray for strong faith and courage!
i shall not pray quickly and discretely before my meals!
i shall just PRAY! no one can interfere with the conversation between God and me!
DONT BE RUDE!

i don't care what people will say
IM RUNNING AFTER YOU! =D

hey squatz!!
WEEKEND AGAIN!
this weekend is special man..
means a lot to me cuz im doing something special..
*blushes and bats eyelids*
IM GONNA MUG! WOOHOO!
yuck. i mean WHEEE!!
haha. so lets see..
monday ive got my music practical exam. (trembles in fear)
im scared i'll forget the words of the song.. oh my when that happens everything will go bad. cuz when i sing a wrong word, i will make a weird face and then i'll be lost and dunno where im at and then i'll look so screwed! AAAHHH
BUT.. I'LL DO MY BEST! the rest, is up to God =D
and then wednesday im doing english exam.
animal farm. to those who think its ez, go and stuff your head into the toilet bowl!!
sometimes i do well in school now its also cus i work hard ok!
although i dont really do well for english, but ANIMAL FARM HERE IS DIFFERENT FROM ANIMAL FARM IN SEC2 SO ZIP YOUR MOUTH AND STOP TRYING TO TELL ME IM STUPID IN AN INDIRECT MANNER!
and also stop showing off your differentiation and integration skills!
i cant say i dont care cuz sometimes i feel INFERIOR! YES! INFERIOR!
please go work on your super low touching the floor EQ ok! =p
oh yeah..
hale st marys concert band's coming to singapore!
thats way cool! i'll bring my friends to go gaigai when they come..
SHOPPING! and i'll feel so at home and tour-guide-like. heehee.
i have a picture. 2 actually..
in memory of clover.. which has been upgraded to jing gang.
actually im not sure if im part of the jing gang but whatever thats not my point.
my point is.. the pictures are really nice, and they're done by me. yes yes its me.. haha no need to feel surprised.. xP
gosh im rili rili pissed... XXXXX is rili getting on my nerves.. ARGH.
she knows my password for one thing and then tries it for all possible account she can think of that i have. why? she wants to add more stuff for me..
like on skype, i didn add this person or that person..SERIOUSLY I DONT CARE! I DONT USE SKYPE!
and then she goes on to photobucket and put things which she thinks are nice.
WHATEVER!~
she can just put what she wants in her own account! why b such a big kpo n care if i have this or that. RRRAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
i cant stand people being like that!!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE..
SHE's JUST BEING HELPFUL!!
im so going to faint. arghh.
that person needs some character education.i seriously think its urgently needed.
k off to do work. pics are here.


LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
HATE IS BAD HATE IS BAD
PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE

squattie! its the weekend!
weekend = outta the boarding hse!
but ive so much work to do this weekend so this will be a short one.
went to church this morning..
but it wasnt like church cus we went to youth alpha and didnt have praise n worship.
anyway.. i was so pissed.. i hate it when u smile at ppl and they dont smile back.
sometimes they may have just missed it..
i dont really kknow if anyone duzzit on purpose but its just annoying.
number one, u feel stupid that u 'smiled for nth'
number two, u didnt do anything wrong and u feel like someone's ignoring you.
hmm.. thats one of the things i hate bout life.
haha
smiling and not getting any back! poo!
k. gtg. get back to work!
exams are coming! BOO! but i'll be over soon! WOOHOO!
and then my mum n sis will b here.
then we'll have long weekend..
SHOPPING! PLAYING! RELAXING! COMING!
i'll have to wait till the exams are over. haha. ANTICLIMAX.
oh wells. this will keep me going at least. heehee.
still feeling guilty. =/
TATA! <3

right.. hi squatz..
apparently, i can blog!
BUT.. i cant see blogs.
how wonderful.
so what can i say...
this is just the second week of school and it feels like i've been here FOREVER!
i want my holidays!=((
i have a hunch that this 'forever-feeling' is caused by my busy-ness since the first day of this cold-freezing-shivers-actually-not-that-cold term.
i've been here and there and everywhere!
lotsa work.. cross country trainings, cantate, voice lessons, drum lessons, theory lessons, bible studies and church.
oh and if u wanna ask me hows cross country.. hahaha.
ITS HORRIBLE! hahha.
they run such long distances i was ready to just stop and drop dead on the ground..
but i didnt cuz i did something similar before and ended up with butt ache. really painful i tell u.
but tts beside the point. my point is..
i wont be in the team for long cuz they'll be cutting it down and stuff..
and im always at the tail.SERIOUS! with kristi. haha.
our many days of jogging in term 1 wasnt very effective.
OH WELLS. when we stop Xctry, we can go back to jogging round the oval.
compared to the routes we run for trainings, running round the oval seems quite pathetic.
haha.
i enjoyed bs on friday.
this girl called esther reminds me of sf esther lim.
they both have contagious laughter. very contagious.
but the sounds are different. who caress. its still veryvery contagious.
hahah. and we were laughing half the time in bs.
aft tt i think she got tired and she fell asleep while the ppl were watching football or smth.
and i found out that i cant go for bs this fri cuz there's some st marys music night.
and the cantate's singing. argh.
got my concert dress. not bad.
much nicer than cedar's choir gown.
its black long sleeved top with long black skirt.
that skirt is amazing. it not only touches the ground..
you can fold the parts that touch the ground!
its so so so long. but its nice.
ok dinnertime.
im busy here. dinner.. breakfast.. lunch.. recess.. how annoying.
hahah. that was uncalled for but nvm. tata!
take care ppl!

time really flies...
=(
cant believe i have to go back soon..
nxt monday!
and i'll b all alone in the plane..
maybe with some air stewardess running after me to make sure i dont get lost.
im tellin myself it wont be as bad as the beginning of school cuz i know the ppl now.
but its still different. =(
i love the ppl here..
=((
i dont wanna go..
plus its exam term..
yucks.
im supposed to visit my tuition teachers but i've been so lazy..
=/ i suddenly feel like i've wasted so so much time.
rarrh. how irritating.
hmph..
im goin to cedar tmr.
cus tt day i went i forgot to collect my o lvl cert.
so my mum wants me to go get it.
and then i can see my frens for the last time before i leave.
hhah sounds like some tragic story..
haii.HAII.HAAAAAIIIIII.
i wanna stay here!

my bs grp. we rock lots. we were first in bible study quiz! dont playplay ah! =)


out with the tingtongs.. rambutan and dinedine trying to hide their pimples!


kfc has no more 2.55 mushroom meal! its now 2.75! grrr..


sports day morning in orchard. macs had no breakfast in the morning!


garde toes! x)


lovely ballet buddies! <3


wenzhen the bible study teacher!she rocks! haha. hey its really difficult to get her pic!


celebrating our birthdays.. my gong gong and me!


i find this pic funny.. my younger cuzzin adrian and me being lame..


me and geraldine my cuzzin..<3


out with kristi, who gave me a toilet bowl scrub as a FUNNY birthday pressie. HAHAAHA!


an artistic photo of kristi in arab st. save your comments to yourself. I FIND IT ARTISTIC.

squattie!
my feet's killing me..
aaahh... long shopping hours/walking hours..
phew..
out with kristi to 'celebrate' my bdae.
and she decided to be funny and gave me a funny present..
TOILET BOWL SCRUB!
thanks kristi.. hahah.
but tts not the real one.
the real one is on its way =))
so we walked..
and then she points...
and i look...
and i wonder..
and i continue looking..
banner? nope..
shark man dummy? no..
RACHEL TAN! hahah..
the 3 study-in-stmarys-girls-from-singapore met! how cool..
my bdae was 23rd april her bdae is 25th april. kristi one.. february. haha
anyways..
thanks to all of you who wished me happy birthday=D
each one of u made tt day really special!
im rili tired..
went to my uncle's dental clinic just now in the morning..
he put some orange tasting thing called fluoride on my teeth..
it was yummy at first..
then it became quite gross when i got sick of it.
haha
thanks to my dearest friends and also my family for making my stay here so special =)
not leaving yet but just in case i dont get the chance to blog...
i wanna let you guys know that you rock =D

have i mentioned that im already in Singapore?
hehe. mebbe..
but to those who are wondering when im coming back.. im back.
heehee
and i'll be goin back on mon,may1st morning.
i'll b sad to leave tho.
i have to struggle with a heavy luggage all alone.
haha. and of course.. my lovely friends xD

thurs.
went back to cedar at recess time.
was glad to be able to experience cedar life agn.
haha. i was sitting near killer bees during physics.
mr yau was thinkin of a way to close the shutters whr the hive was.
he got insecticide and SPRAYED AND SPRAYED..
"i think we'll die before they do" someone said.
haha.. thats so true..
we were all choking cus of the smell and the wasps looked normal.
in the end we got the shutters shut and continued our lesson.
so glad to catch up with classmates, choirmates and juniors.
didnt get to talk to the teachers.
i may make anth surprise visit before i leave..
heehee.
aft school the clover- mingming ger shuen jeannie
were supposed to go plaza sing.
shuen had no money in her ezlink!
she only had bus concession!
NO CHOICE..
we went to j8.
it wasnt bad at all tho.
laughed lots.. shuen's such a clown. haha
ger and liming too.
had a sumptuous lunch.. (for broke people)
2.75! kfc mushroom burger.
not good.. i rmbr it was 2.55 =(
when i ordered i was like 'may i have 275 please'
it sounds so long now...
two se-ven five
it used to be two-five-five
plus the fact that i have to pay 20cents more after goin thru the trouble of pronuncing the extra syllables. hahah OH WELLS
then we took pics and walked round n went home.

fri.
it was cool =D
met ger in the mrt (we planned to meet)
liming woke up late so she had to take train herself.
not really herself tho.
her father took the same train. haha
anyways.. me n ger stopped at dhoby ghaut.
and we waited at the screen thingy in front of the escalators.
tt thing is like the coolest!
hahaha. we were kicking the floor like some kukutingtongs.
cus the moomoo cow could be kicked! HEEHEE.
amusing huh!
then we went to taka. no food places were open at that time.
we sat outside zara and smth.
painted our nails green. xD GARDE!! OOLALA!
aiyah i'll update afterwards. TATA!

hey squattie im back back back! =D
its so hot though.
haha. im melting!
i can hardly breathe! the air is so humid..
hah
but its so good to be home.
just tt i have to stay home while everybody goes to school.
i watched 'innocent steps' today.
its a korean movie about dancing. samba and chacha kinda dance.
anth movie that made me cry.
heehee.

troubled.guilty.
i'm selfish. i'm immature.
i'm not worth liking.
nobody is lucky to have me.
i'm a pain. i'm a burden.
i'm not appreciative.
conclusion: no happy endings.

funny how i love watching all the romantic movies
and none of them happens to me in real life.
maybe im too practical and down to earth.
too unromantic..
too caught up in fairytales to focus on real life.
im sorry.
guess im not meant to be in love.

hey squattie =D
not much fun and play this weekend...
but i went for bs with ocf-overseas christian fellowship
it was really good. and it reminded me of bs in singapore. hehe.
like.. all asians.. a few singaporeans.. and everytime when there's a qn,
it'll be so quiet kinda thing. like we are waiting for others to answer the questions for us.
hah. we studied ephesians 2 and 3
learnt lotsa things..like Paul was saying he was unworthy of the mission to tell the people that Jesus is the Messiah but it was by God's grace that this honourable job was given to him and to complete this missions, he actually suffered quite a lot.
david raised the point that Paul sees it as an honour and it was a huge task of very very high importance. come to think of it, that is so noble of him.
like for me, i dont really think of it like an honour to spread the gospel,
instead its like something i know i have to do but havent been doing much cuz im scared to.
its somewhat like a "burden" sometimes..
like.. spread the gospel? sure!... err.. but.. but so weird.. scared la.. dont want la..
whereas in Paul's case, i reckon it would be
how i wish i could spread the gospel..i can? oh my goodness but im so unworthy of this important task! thank God for His overflowing grace! i better do this to the best i can!
*grace=something good that you do not deserve but is given to you
we are given that honourable task so we should do it as an honourable task. not dreaded chore or smth. lets be excited to bring more people into God's family!
show them God's love for all of us and how He wants us in heaven!
that was an inspiring bible study i must say..

i had ballet the next day.
pointe again! WHEE! OUCH..
haha yeah thats how i feel.
i have always been so excited to learn pointe but its quite painful.
like the weight of the whole big me is on my ten tiny toes.
not really la. but my 2 feet instead. hmm
isnt that how everyone usually walks?
haha. argh. its just different.
but i think i look very graceful in pointe.
just tt i cant really walk gracefully on pointe.

im coming home soon! yayy.
cant wait. how exciting. =D