as human, we like to say unneccessary stuff to spite others and bring them down
as human, we can be insensitive to how someone else is feeling
as human, we like to find something to blame.. anything but ourselves.
as human, we are selective about who we want to be nice to/ be patient to
as human, we can bear grudges for the longest time.
as human, we take people for granted.

as human, we need help. we need forgiveness.

note to self:
please keep mouth shut or stay away from people when tired or cranky.

   ²³ “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices—mint, dill and cumin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law—justice, mercy and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former. ²⁴ You blind guides! You strain out a gnat but swallow a camel.
   ²⁵ “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence. ²⁶ Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.
   ²⁷ “Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which look beautiful on the outside but on the inside are full of the bones of the dead and everything unclean. ²⁸ In the same way, on the outside you appear to people as righteous but on the inside you are full of hypocrisy and wickedness.



the sinfulness of man... causes pain..whether its doing something we ought not to do, or not doing something we ought to do. our selfishness and ignorance, our pride and insensitivity... how disgusting we can become sometimes.. many times.. without forgiveness, where will we be? 

i dont particularly have anything to talk about at the moment.
just feel like typing something HAHA.

God moves mysteriously and HE is ALWAYS working. we catch on to His actions and partner with Him to extend His love.
there's so much to be done.
i don't understand how i could have spent the past many hours on fb ):

if loving someone means wanting the best for someone, don't you think it's stupid if you expect that person to selfishly keep whatever's given to her all to herself?
so driving to jandakot way after my bedtime even though im going to school early the next day, just cause i feel like exploring some shopping place is totally reasonable while picking a friend up from the city when im on the way to somewhere is not. because im accountable to you, the way i spend my resources that came from you should be spent only on myself? geez man. i wonder who's being unreasonable. pig. pig pig pig pig pig. pfft.

our Father is working. He is ALWAYS working.
:)

even in your most dreaded moments, God has His purposes and is in total control.
today, i think i've learnt that i need to be humble and inclusive.
unconditional love is one amazing gift that i may have under appreciated.
this post is so mysterious and random.
i feel like kueh lapis
i think i have a tendency to become detached too

hmmmm

isnt it funny how i am actually lost for words to say anything.. when we could go on and on and on in the past?
OH SO FUNNY.
HA.
HA.
HA..

HELLO PERTHLAND! YOU ARE HAWTTTT!

1) thank you qinyi, daryl, minhui, aunty mercy, uncle rui quan, pastor yang, uncle yi quan, auntie mu zhen, da jiu and ah gim for sending us off :D it's so heartwarming to know that God has placed loving people around in our lives.

2) i got a temp job for the next 3 weeks within a couple of hours of arriving in perth! apparently val remembered that i'll be back early and asked if i wanted to come in to fill in for her colleague who's goin home to msia for hols. so we put our luggage down at home, showered, then i left to go for job training! bad idea... i was so short of sleep... even though i was present physically, my mind wasnt working... i felt so bad for the girl training me.. i had to get her to repeat herself so many times cus i kept dozing off when she was explaining. it was SO BAD. i could hardly hold a proper conversation with anyone.. my eyes were threatening to close so often. but how cool is this :D:D:D i dont know any accounting!!! D:

3) my house is dusty and disgusting i dont know where to sleeep. SPRINGCLEANING TOMORROW!

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