end of my lifelong (1 semester) struggle with human bio depression (less than a semester actually.. lets say, a fraction of the exam period. ahhaha)
i watched Enchanted! xD
aww its so funny and cute.
(HEEHEE they're on a dayung sampan!)i love how giselle always manages to break out into songs, and make pretty dresses from curtains and floormats, and how prince edward is so dramamama..HOHO
but my favourite's pip the chipmunk =D
how he imitates nathaniel and giselle's poison apple scene was the cutest thing ever!
AAWWWWW. and how he squeaks.. AWWW!! SO CUTE!! *heart melts*morgan's a cute kid too.. =D she learns karate haha and i love how she comments on stuff in such a -duh- manner.. HEEHEEHEE sho cutee
sigh. it's amazing how my mood swings from longkang low to skyhigh.
i feel like a kid who throws tantrums and screams for attention, ignorant to the needs and moods of others. so selfishly expecting the world to revolve around her again and again. i've been such a crybaby (its seriously stupid human bio..), it's really annoying. but i thank God for placing such mature and encouraging souls close to me. thank you all who shared, prayed for, listened and encouraged me even though im unreasonably grouchy, even though there's enough stuff to worry about. thank you for time spent lazing in the sun or labs or libraries or the study desks at home or msn or karrawarra and coles =)
this week's devotion from subichurch's oneheart.onemind.oneLord talks about community, how we should have an attitude of a humble servant, selfless and honouring others above ourselves, compromising and giving, encouraging and building each other up, for we are members of ONE body, united in Christ. and I suddenly realised that I do have a lot to work on.
hmm. selflessness.. others before self. i remember wenzhen telling us about a friend who was a really good example of a selfless person. as a mentor to his mentees, he really did put them before himself, willing to sacrifice his time for them even though it was exam period. and of course, the perfect example that Jesus set: "Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." John 15:13. if im not even willing to give up a little bit of my time to people, how can i even learn to love like Jesus? if im not even willing to venture out of my little bubble for others, how can i? it's so easy to say: be selfless be selfless.. but what exactly is being selfless? the more i think about it, the more i see how selfish i am.. it's so ugly..yuck. and then i think about what Christ did again. there was nothing He did that deserved such a painful death, and so much humiliation.. but so that we sinners could be reconciled with God, he suffered the pain and gave his life. and then He rose to life on the third day after He died! =D but think about it.. how selfless was that? He could have easily went "but that's none of my business" and avoided all the unneccessary pain, like how we go "but i don't have time for that" and leave people feeling lonely and upset.. or "it's not safe for ME" and leave unreached people overseas clueless that there is a God who loves them. or "they will think im a weirdo" and therefore choose to keep quiet about being a Christian and not share about Christ's great act of selflessness. ive gotta get off my bum and get this selflessness thing started!!
there's something with this season. quote glenna: SPRING.. the season of love.
never believed it, but this year, so true. they strike the people around me in the form of boy problems and long phone calls and hankypanky and i dont know what else. like all of the people i hang out with.. geez.. where's mine?
so to all those cute guys out there, call me. *bats eyelids* AHHAHAHAH.JPG)
and while i'm at it, i thought i might help bananathornton out too....JPG)
ok im just kidding. hahaha. ive been listening to kinagrannis lately. she's really good! go youtube her! i love her voice. and listen to her sing the 1234 song by feist. its so cool how she grew up singing 3 part harmonies with her sisters while washing dishes. i should make my kids do that too heeheehee. oh but she is really talented. REALLY. GO LISTEN RIGHT NOW!
bedtime! gnight!