lots of interesting things i can talk about..
for example, starting from a few weeks back, jiahui's bday dinner, conz n qinyi's sec2 girls bs outing, the ballet gathering, my visit to the facial, my visits to the gym, my work and some annoying but cute kids, chinese new year coming, 1724's steamboat reunion lunch, visiting the 'heart of God' church with my sister...
but i havent found back the mood to blog about these daily happenings..
=( has it got smth to do with maturity? that i should start posting meaningful stuff that might benefit ppl who chance upon or purposely visit this blog? meh..

i've been struggling lately.. maybe it has been quite a while but i kept giving myself excuses.. it seems so hard these days to be constantly reminded of my identity as a Christian. It seems so hard to find the discipline to do regular quiet times. It seems so hard to remain patient with people that get on my nerves. My life feels so monotonous sometimes.. this working and going to the gym life is so unsociable.. sometimes i feel so lonely buying lunches which i can walk and eat at the same time.. i have always been afraid of having meals myself. those in which u sit alone at the table and eat a sit down meal. i guess im too dependent.. bleah. oh wells. thats y its always good to have reunions! =D my ballet girls outing tonight was coolio potato! altho im feeling a little guilty... a bit of an eat-too-much syndrome i suppose. esp the unneccessary quartertub icecream each at the end of the day. I HAVE SINNED! oh wells.. hopefully every bit of it turns into da bian and then make more space for new year goodies hehe. like wth.. im already eating like its new yr! all the gym frenzy for nothing! anth dinner tmr... hehe. i might consider swallowing a balloon...



AIYAH GOODNIGHT