Showing posts with label so selfish. Show all posts
Showing posts with label so selfish. Show all posts

Friday, October 24, 2008

i want to turn back the time
and return to that crowd of blue and grey
and sit next to shushu
and laugh till i cry and till my stomach hurts
till i get abs
i think that is still the happiest time of my life

i want to play catching around the pillar
i want to sing and dance in the classroom on the table on the chair
i want to eat da bao-ed beehoon in the school canteen
i want to jump and be hyper on national day
i want to walk from cedar to pp macs
i want to sit and chill at the playground
with my favourite crazy clown =)

i want to go to hale for band practices
i want to go the the PAC for dance rehearsals
i want to miss lunch for drum lessons
i dont really miss my voice lessons..
i wanna sit in music class and listen to ms petrie and laugh at mr harrison
i wanna wake up early and dash to school for more band pracs n dance rehearsals
i wanna take walks round the oval round the school
i don't mind dying a bit in X-ctry training just one more time
i wanna roll down the hill
i wanna use the coool kickass bigprocams
i wanna bang on bananathornton's wall and send some secret messages
i wanna hug annie (maybe when she was smaller) and take her for walks, watch her play catching with other dogs, and kill myself trying to get her back on the leash
i wanna laze around the common room and eat all the biscuits.
i should have used more of the microwave, sandwich press, blender, toaster, kettle, fridge and tv
i wanna visit the music room with bananathornton
i wanna play with nikita's imac, eat her strawberry flavored cornflake and watch her wash her face with green tea
i wanna sing adiemus
i wanna bang on nikita's wall to ask her to stop talking on the phone past bedtime
i wanna sit with everyone at brekkie and dinner time, sit on the grass at lunch time, huddle together in room 43 in winter time

i wanna go cut hair with my many years cut hair friend and 'practise guitar' and visit ppl's churches
i wanna go for taitai high tea with my taitai neighbour in our taitai jacuzzi with root beer n choc chip cookies
i wanna take bus from choir to ballet with my sticker friend
i wanna eat taitai neighbour's ikan bilis and tapioca chips

i wanna b a backpacker and explore the world and make new friends
i wanna live on doulos
i wanna play in the rain
i wanna chase rainbows
i wanna chase ducklings
i wanna lie on the beach
i wanna learn to surf
i wanna scream and shout on sports days/not sports days/any days
i wanna work with refugees
i wanna be a prison officer

i wanna dash for cheeseburger lunches
n cringe at curdled milos
i wanna be meimeimei's flashing lampost
i wanna visit ppl's rooms
and hide in their cupboards when its past bedtime
i wanna explore mei's room of junk n cool things
i wanna dance in the swimming pool with the taugei gang
i wanna dance in the sauna
i wanna roll across a field
and jump over puddles
and jump into puddles

i wanna walk around with a paperbag over my head and stalk people
while kristi "reads" her hole-y newsppr
i wanna visit the church in the cemetery
i wanna lie down n see stars
i wanna go for sec1 sec2 class chalet
i wanna rehearse for sec2 class dance competition
i want chanmalichan to help me kill bugs in my shoe
i wanna sit on the cold cement in class after spring cleaning the class room
i wanna play the cinderella dries the floor game with my classmates

i wanna dig mingming and teoteo's cupboards
i wanna sit at ulu corners in compasspoint n chitchat
i wanna go try clothes in compasspoint
i wanna sit at the bus interchange and chitchat
i wanna eat curly fries
i wanna tie myself to many pieces of cardboard and try to fly
i wanna curl up under my big fat blankie and.. urr.. fall asleep