its so painful to watch but i guess this is the nearest to trying to feel how God feels about sacrificing His Son for the world. SO PAINFUL! =(

so what now? what are we gonna do about it? let Him die for nothing? or accept Him into Your life? i cried when i watched the dad cry. i cried even more when i watched the people in the train who were 'saved', oblivious to the boy's death, continuing being selfish, angry, lonely.. unaware that they had just avoided death, unaware of the father mourning and crying his heart out over the loss of his dearest son whom he loved so so so so much, unaware of his pain and heartbreak when he had to pull that lever which would save them but kill his son.
are we going to do anything about it?

Your Grace Still Amazes Me by Phillips, Craig and Dean

My faithful Father, enduring Friend

Your tender mercy’s like a river with no end

It overwhelms me, covers my sin

Each time I come into Your presence

I stand in wonder once again

CHORUS:

Your grace still amazes me

Your love is still a mystery

Each day I fall on my knees

Your grace still amazes me

‘Cause Your grace still amazes me

Oh, patient Saviour, You make me whole

You are the Author and the Healer of my soul

What can I give You,

Lord, what can I say

I know there’s no way to repay You

Only to offer You my praise

It’s deeper, it’s wider

It’s stronger, it’s higher

It’s deeper it’s wider

It’s stronger, it’s higher than anything my eyes can see