as a substitute for my current bbt/boost juice craving, i dug out this tub of ice cream that has been waiting patiently in my freezer for months since i last ate out of it. i was glad to see it only expires in december :D but when i read the 95% fat free, i don't know if it's believable.. and and and... i just finished it... :O but if you think about it.. eating a quarter tub of ice cream = 250 ml of ice cream = 250 ml milkshake. its like a normal cup of drink. and its 95% fat free. if they're tellling the truth. hahaha.

i hope more people move to east perth so i can find more makan buddies hehehe. i know some ppl that are in east perth already + some that may be moving.. YAY. i better help them look out for rents at the beginning of the year and make sure they become my neighbours.

WHY IS IT SO TOUGH TO GET STARTED WITH MY ASSIGNMENT! >:(

i cant wait to go back to singapore for prata and teh halia! stickerfu!! come back to singapore! 7eleven mashed potato with malichan! but i bet she'll be enjoying life on oxford st. teh bing opposite church! hokkien mee! beard papa cream puff! tomato express! curry naan from breadtalk! ahhh

i can't decide on where i'd like to go with my family in the holidays..

chicago/illinois to find stickerfu?

uk to find malichan?

europe to find geri n sean

msia to find ongtingtong?

singapore the whole time to spend a lot a lot of time with my fav singaporeans?

hainan island/japan?

HMMM. always seems as if there's not enough time to do everything. but then again there'll be times when i just sit and watch the world go by (or appear to be because im actually asleep).

there seems to be a recurring theme. hmm.

HAHA i received this email a while ago from lynnmama:

THERE ARE 2 BASIC TYPES OF YOGA:

1. YOGA FROM INDIA

2. YOGA FROM AUSTRALIA

oh my it's quite funny. but with that said, it reminded me of Jesus' teaching regarding narrow and wide gates.

Matthew 7:13-14

13"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. 14But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."

it is a constant struggle we are facing in this world. to choose something that gratifies the human nature/desire OR to choose something that pleases God. to be "ONE of them" or "ONE with God". to be accepted by culture or do things accepted by God. recent experiences/witnessing of encounters has reminded me of different lives people can choose to live.

one who doesn believe in Christ may think that we are absolutely out of our minds/ weird/ eccentric when they hear that

- Dr Omar Djoeandy chose to be a missionary whose income was dependent on love offerings from the church, spending most of his time in run down countries preaching and teaching people about God when he could have a) inheritted his family business, b) worked as a doctor and earn big bucks - afterall, isn't that what the 6 years of mugging in university was for?

- Christians choose to go to church every Sunday instead of sleeping in/partying late from saturday night

- some choices we make in life aren't for the sake of being able to lead a good, well-to-do life, luxurious, wealthy, comfortable, free, successful, popular, legendary etc.

Ephesians 2

Made Alive in Christ
1As for you, you were dead in your transgressions and sins, 2in which you used to live when you followed the ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit who is now at work in those who are disobedient. 3All of us also lived among them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature[a] and following its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath. 4But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, 7in order that in the coming ages he might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness to us in Christ Jesus. 8For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9not by works, so that no one can boast. 10For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

Christ is the reason for all the choices we make in life. and it is because of the gospel that we want to do all these things!

when sin entered the world, it separated man from God, because God is perfect and holy.

but God loves His people and wants us to be reunited with Him, spend eternal life with Him,

so because the wages of sin is death, Jesus came to earth and lived as a man, faced trials and temptations, showing the perfect example of love for the Father and love for people. He received the punishment that we deserved so that our sins were forgiven, our debts were paid for when He hung on that cross with nails in his hands and feet. He died. but 3 days later He rose again, overcoming death and sin. whoever believes in Christ and accepts Christ into his/her life acknowledges what He'd done out of His love for us and accepts this gift of salvation.

This is grace. something that we don't deserve or earn. it is a gift from God. it is not through good works that we get to heaven, but through Christ's death on the cross that our sins are forgiven and we can go to heaven. and it is because of that love we are given that we are compelled to do the things we do.

Luke 9

23Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. 24For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. 25What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self? 26If anyone is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels. 27I tell you the truth, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God."

If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has gone, the new has come! 2 Cor 5:17

choose God.

so my first week of my term in OCF curtin LC has begun and is almost ending. haven''t really done much other than prepare for worship and send emails and praying and planning for meetings.. but i thank God for an amazing team. it's amazing how God brings people with such different personalities together, and im excited already :)

i'm still doing some stuff as perth's ex mission rep but as lenard mentioned we shouldn just be dumping our portfolios into the hands of the new LC members and expect them to do everything without a clue about the past events.. not that yans and ah coln won't do a good job (because they are capable passionate meddies who are ever ready to serve God!) BUT OH WELLS :D I LIKE DOING THE STUFF THAT I WAS GIVEN TO DO HEEHEEHEE.

basically tmr night (aka later) perth and murdoch are holding an evangelistic meet (EM) themed: HOW MUCH ARE YOU WORTH

http://www.ocfmurdoch.org/images/How-much-are-u-worth.swf

click on that thing!! its soo cool.. done by xiuyi from murdoch!! :D

i feel so blessed to be able to be part of it even though im now in ocf curtin because it's such an encouragement reading the testimonies of fellow brothers in Christ, listening to the enthusiastic responses of people HEHEHE

AND to be able to be part of the take home gift production team! MEET THE TEAM... of.. 2! with the goal of completing 20 bookmarks in one evening, each one given much attention and thought, handmade with tender loving care even when ink smudges on our hands or superglue sticks to our fingers like superglues do, prayed over so that God may use it to bless it's blessed and loved owner-to-be :D

TADA!!! despite the sore knees/hands/fried brains/superglued fingers/aching neck, it was a joyful experience and a good break from school work!

oh and i have something to confess. i didn just go to curtin to study OT. i did vet in murdoch too. and i just graduated tonight.. see...

n last sem i graduated from canning college but i shared my degree with sara so we had to share a regalia too hurhurhur.

i wish man.. i've got 3 more years! WEEEEE. this was chuanbee, hazel and yingxian's graduation :)

:) God, your love is unfailing! Please show that to the people that come in tomorrow! <3

maybe its the adolescence-trying-to-be-cool-phase

i blame myself for not knowing how to instruct in love
i blame myself for closing a blind eye
i blame myself for being incapable of teaching obedience

you probably think nothing of it, but it is big to me because i know it doesn't please God and i don't know how to tell you. you might just see me as another fuddy duddy naggy waggy if i had anything to say. and right now all i can do is stop talking and think.. and continue the blame..

God, how do i do this? where do i start? what do i say? God, reveal yourself so she may know.

hurts.

i am weak but YOU are strong.

i have sin but YOU are holy.

Lord, reign in me.

my life, my dreams, my relationships, my committments, my resolutions, my decisions, thoughts, speech, actions.

may they reflect the glory of Your love.

reign over every bit of my life. especially those that hurt.

this is how much power schoolwork has over me.

perth is windy. super windy right now.

it seems as though monsters are throwing themselves at my windows.

if i had no assignment to do, i would be outside, tying myself to pieces of cardboard and attempting to fly.

with someone.

because if you do it by yourself, people say you have a problem

but if you do it with your friend, people say you're having fun

although i would think that over the years, i've grown to accept doing things alone and being less conscious of what i think people think of me, im not ready to look like a loony oversized chicken by myself. yet.

with more assignments and crazy deadlines to meet, maybe soon.

but then again its not all bad. it's during these times i have a reason to stay home in bad weather, i get txt msgs and calls from sara to encourage me on. i get msn msgs from haniksha to tell me i can do it. i get alanna sitting next to me in izone making me laugh at her silliness. i get car rides and catch up chit chats and snacks (if she brings any) from christie. i get to smile at bek's forever-amused-and-happy greetings. i get a doughnut from kelvin who's so professional at getting it from the free breakfast table. i get to huddle with kate cus its cold. i get to listen to howard's attempts at making cheesecake and hoping that one day he'll actually bring something for me to eat. i get to indulge in european hot choc. i get to eat 2 for 1 pasta with garlic bread and play connect the dots and figure out which strand of pasta leads to chef-i-duno-whats-his-name with sara and discuss how they cooked the pasta (conclusion: they dipped it in butter and sprinkled ham pieces on it) and drink $1 milkshakes.

i think about the months of dreading uni at the end of year 12, afraid i wouldn't make any friends and bombarding glenna with questions here there everywhere and get freaked out and dread uni even more..and i look at it now... and i realise how blessed i am indeed :)

and thats just a piece of ham out of the whole plate of pasta of blessings that God has showered upon me.

mm.. yummy

http://www.more4memovie.com/
CLICK ON IT! I DONT KNOW HOW TO PUT YOUTUBE LINKS UP HERE ANYMORE

why do we live the way we live? why do we identify ourselves with our cars/expensive watches or shoes or jackets or clothes?
this is just a trailer, but the way the film director juxtaposed the answers from different people when asked "what is the most important thing you can't live without?" whacked me hard on my head. we may start thinking of that dream car, luxury food, more dresses more shoes, better bigger house, aircon
.. and then you hear the people from Africa say: water.

btw.. the filmmaker's a parent of one of the sunday school kids in subi hehehe SO COOL MANZZ

i love wiki more than textbooks
i hate it when dodgy people peepee in the carpark staircase in northbridge. its so difficult to hold your breath and climb up the stairs from level G to level 2 and realise you are actually on level 3 so you breathed in peepee unneccessarily for a period of time. and i dont understand why there's peepee smell on every level.. :(

HELLO GONG GONG!

happy birthday bimbo-siaosiao-ahpui-garangguni-copycat-kissmon modie loi wen bian! porridge brudder!

(sorry i cant really pass you the chocolate. i'll eat it for you ok?)

you are truly a gift from God

i did pray for a sister when i was young, because i wanted to be able to tie my sister's hair

God probably had other plans, because many times i dreaded tying your hair. mummy had to plead me to tie your hair. BECAUSE YOU NEVER COMBED YOUR HAIR. i dont comb my hair either. but you monkey, always hopping around rolling here and there with your super long and fine hair, it'll always get tangled so quickly. it takes two people and a bottle of johnsons kids strawberry anti-tangles spray to get your hair combed and tied up INTO A PONY TAIL. every time i try to do something fancy, you take it off :(

but yes. gift from God :)

because of you, i have someone to exercise my authority over HEHEHE.

because of you, i found something better to hug to sleep than a bolster or soft toys.

because of you, i feel so much joy when you reach your various developmental milestones, eg.:

- the first time you stepped on dog's poo on the way to kindy (much earlier than i did :D)

- when you dared to put ur head under the shower

- when you dared to put ur head underwater in the pool (after bribing you with chips)

- when we took the public transport home from school

- when you started camwhoring

- when your knowledge of technology suddenly overshot mine

- when your chinese became better than mine :X

- when you started drawing on yourself

- when you stuck bandaids all over yourself

- when you cried because i told you that your body will start growing hair if you put shampoo on your body HAHAHA

- when i tricked you when we took turns in the shower by counting backwards so we end with you being number 1. because you liked being number 1. (when in fact you were number 10)

10. jeannie rinse body

9. jodie rinse body

8. jeannie put shampoo

7. jodie put shampoo

6. jeannie wash off shampoo

5. jodie wash off shampoo

4. jeannie put conditioner and soap

3. jodie put conditioner and soap

2. jeannie rinse off everything and get out of shower (i finish showering here)

1. jodie rinse off everything and get out of shower (see, you actually were'nt exactly no.1)

because of you, i dont need paper to do art..

because of you, i learnt that i am a very flexible person.

because of you, i get to see what pocahontas is like if she's chinese. TAKE CARE OF MY KOKOKRUNCH. dont kiss it k.. its mine..I DONT WANT THIS ON MY KOKO KRUNCH OKAYmummy n daddy said i put on weight... they didnt tell me you put on weight too! look at you...HAVE YOU BEEN EATING BEARD PAPA CREAM PUFFS BEHIND MY BACK??!!i dont know if i told you before, but i was so touched by your generosity when you whipped out $10 for me to buy food/top up my ez-link card when i had no money.i pray that God will mould you into a God-fearing young lady seeking His heart. i pray that He'll use your talents and passions (art, friends, generosity, courage, boldness, love, selflessness, technosavvy-ness, cooking, baking etc etc) to glorify Him and His great love :)

thank you for being so lovely in an annoying way. i love you!

why do we like to spend so much time categorising things and people

whats with splitting "mood disorder with psychotic features" from "psychosis with affective features"

cant you just mush them up together and be happy :(

aww man. ive had my bum stuck to this chair since 10am and now its 3.30, trying to figure out what this david-case-study-2-man has.. but i dont know!!! go me go........

just a few days more and it'll be fine! :D

I CAN DO THIS!

WITH CHRIST ALONE!

sometimes its so easy to want to give up
and you really want to give up
but at the same time you cant give up
GAHHHHHHHHHHH
so tough :(
maybe my brain's degenerated.
buy me some timeeeeeeee

kristi n i had a eat and mug and webcam night ytd :)

finally we get to meet geri n sean in milan!

:D

and we started reminiscing about 2006 when we first set foot in perth.. and cried our heads off in smags the first few weeks.. our first bs group.. geri and sean's 1st month celebration which did not seem very long ago but in fact, it was very long ago.. how we used to call glenna our chauffeur but now we both drive.. yet, some things are still the same :)

here we are in our favourite potatosacks and maroon accessories to match the ugliness of it all. ahaha. those were the days.. when it was impossible to protract your arms and stretch them forward because u were sitting on your dress, when your shoes were so huge u trip over them every 50 steps, your teacher/principal convinced you that you looked smart in the school hat, you jumped down slippery slides and rolled down grassy hills and then regret when your arms and legs got itchy from the prickly grass, when you had to remain vigilant when you shower in case the shower curtains flew for some reason, where you had to control your poo because it was a shared toilet so everyone would know that it was you creating all that smell... either that or you stay inside till everyone's gone.

and after your nightly brush teeth gatherings with your lovely neighbours, strut/march/tiptoe/walk en pointe and hug each other goodnight at each other's doors. and every night hannah scolds geri for bending down to hug her (reminding her of her shortness.. which isn't short at all but oh wells :))